It Hurts Loving You

It's Not Going To Plan

Jase's POV

I saw him standing there and froze. I wanted nothing but to get the hell outta there and as far away from him as possible.

"Hey Bash" Amanda said breaking me out my trance. "Hey Manda" "how are you doing?" "I'm fi-" while they were having their conversation I decided to bolt.

I ran to the staff locker room and clocked out, telling my boss I'm not feeling well so I'm just gonna go home. I changed my clothes and was out thru the back door.

Its been like ten minutes since then so they are probably done talking by now. I went to the bus stop and to my luck the bus appeared a minute later.

Your probably wondering what that was about so I'll start from the very beginning.

Amanda and I have been friends since I can remember and we went to college together. When Amanda met Ethan, I met Sebastian. Man I remember that day like it was yesterday.

Manda and I were sitting on the couch watching a movie and she was telling me about this dude that liked her or something along that line. She was saying he was having a small get together and she was invited along with a friend and she asked if I wanted to go. I said yes of course why not? Drinks, music and hot people. Who wouldn't.

Now I think about it, I should have stayed home that night.

When we got there, they were like 8 people there, the Ethan dude, some boys with their dates and there he was sitting at the bar drinking 3 shots, one after the other. The devil himself reincarnated: Sebastian.

Thinking about that night now I regret it so much, if I didn't do what I did, I wouldn't be in my predicament.

That night I walked up to him we had a few drinks and hit it off and since then we have been friends, best friends . If only that night I just sat in a corner and didn't acknowledge him. I would have to deal with him now.

I arrived at my apartment to see him parked in the parking lot, sitting in his car. I walked around to the back and went thru there.
I got to my apartment and went inside, put down my shit and hit the fridge. I got some ice-cream and popped in a movie. "Food, why couldn't you be alive? You never let me down, you have always been there for me thru good times and bad. Why can't I marry you and live happily ever after? Life is unfair"

I turned off the movie and went to bed. I was lying on my bed thinking of the thing that led to this and how it should have never happened.

It was a Saturday night and Bash had just come over. He looked upset but I said nothing, if he wanted to talk about it he would bring it up.