Into the Mind and Through the Heart

The Way You Make Me Feel

I hate that I got so attached
I don't know when it happened or why I did
But I've spent every moment checking for a message from you
I found myself falling and falling a lot harder than I should have.

In the short time I've known you,
You've developed some kind of hold over me.
You have this power no one else does and i can't let go.
But do i want to is the question?
I don't think I do.

I love the way you make me feel.
You make me feel confident.
I can tell you're not interested but nevertheless,
I keep pouring my heart to you
And I know that in the end I'm gonna wind up hurting again
This distance between us sucks. I wish I were with you.

I find myself replaying our moments together in my head.
Our jokes, the way you made me laugh. Our first "date".
Our first hug. Our first kiss. The time I fell asleep on your shoulder and you didn't say anything
And our last moment together, when we said goodbye and you pulled me in and kissed me.
That kiss was innocent, it was sweet and I wish it lasted longer.
It was nothing like our first, hungry, full of need and desire.

Even though we're on opposite ends of the country,
You never fail to make me smile.
That was one thing you were always good at, no matter how grumpy I was.

I fell for you when I shouldn't have but you've shown me a whole new world.
You make me feel special even when I feel my worst.
I miss you.