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I laid there in the grass near the tree. My eyes closed and listening to the music that was blasting through my phone speaker. I didn't have any sorts of headphones with me so it was the best I could do. I was enjoying the music that was playing.
Welcome and Goodbye by Dream, Ivory was playing.

I wasn't going to sleep again or anything but I had my eyes closed. It was peaceful, I didn't know the time but I didn't care at that moment. I enjoyed the independence I was having. The wind blowing the trees making some of the leaves fall off. I've always wanted to do this since I was little. Go and run away for a little not worrying about my problems. I couldn't really go to so many places but I still enjoyed the nature.

I opened my eyes and looked out into the sky. The sun had risen up even further close to hitting me.

All I could think about was what Sal was thinking... And the rest I guess so but I was mostly nervous of my mom and Sal...

I can't face them both... Especially my mom... What will happen when I go home? And when I go back to school? I'm tired of everything.

My life isn't hard. It's stable, my mom works a good job but sometimes isn't home much. I guess I feel lonely sometimes. Like I'm surrounded by people that love and care about me, but there's this feeling of sadness that I shouldn't be feeling. I have the mom I wanted, the friends, the life. Though my life is not too perfect but I'd say it's perfect to me. Sometimes when I'm left alone with my thoughts, I think about life so much. Almost like I'm not doing enough for anyone. Removing myself in situations makes everything better. Sometimes I have to force my way into a conventional. They don't leave me out intentionally but it always feels like I'm forgotten... That's when Sal comes in.

Sal makes me feel wanted, included, safe, loved, normal, myself... Almost perfect... I could talk about him all day. He's so observant. Acknowledges everyone, makes sure they're included. He's the kind of person to give second chances even if they don't deserve it. He believes in people being able to change for the better and that's what I love about him...
Whenever I have the need to talk and no one else listens, he asks what I'd like to say. Even when I don't have the need to talk he'd try talking to me. He makes sure everyone is ok. He's so selfless. Asks how I'm feeling, if I'm ok, if I've eaten anything yet. I always make sure no one sees my mood shift but he always seems to notice. I want to give him all the love I have. I'd literally die for him. It's ridiculous but I'd worship him.

I could never get him off my mind. If he'd ever were to commit a murder, I'd for sure take the blame. I'd love him til the day he dies. Even if he isn't mine, I'd still love him. He's literally everything. It's ridiculous of how much I love him, but I'm serious. All the small things he does like sometimes he'd move his head a little up and down and side to side when he's listening to a good song, not like everyone hasn't done it but he always looks so cute doing it, especially when he'd have his pigtails up, it would move along with him. The doodles he'd make of cats, when he'd draw them on my paper I'd keep it. He'd even would give me a small piece of paper like a note and when I'd unfold it it would be a doodle of a cat saying "mew!" or "hello!" and it would always make me smile.

He makes me feel so many things I could never explain. I'm always happy when I see him. I always look forward to seeing him. I could never hate nor get mad at him ever. Who could hate him? He's a saint sent from heaven.