Imagines with our favourite Girls

i miss you, i'm sorry-pt2

I am at Liv's house again. We are all on the couch watching a movie.

I can't stop thinking about the song that Gracie wrote. I wonder if she mean it... does she mean it? I don't know. I don't even know if i want all her words to be true...

Actually, i just want to be alone.

-Hey, guys, i'm sorry but- i really want to go home. -i say sighing.

-Wait, are you sure?

-Y-yeah Conan.. i'm sorry guys. I just need to be alone.

-Sure. Do you want me to take you home? -Olivia asks.

-No. It's ok, i can just call an uber.

-Really?

-Yes, liv, don't worry. I will be fine. I know it. Now, thanks for this day. You really made me feel better.

-No problem, girl. -Conan says hugging me and Olivia joins us.

So, i get out of the house and i ask for an uber. There it is, her song. Again, playing on the radio.

I open my door and i lay down on my sofa.
God, she really hurted me. But, does she mean it? Does she feels sorry?

Hope so... It's already been 3months since we broke up but, i still think about her every day and night..

I take a cup of alcohol, sitting on my sofa, playing my guitar. I love putting every feeling into the paper and creating music about it.

I start singing some words:
"Do you mean it? Tell me, do you mean it?
Do you regret every sad and angry feeling that you made me feel after everything that you made us go through..."

After i could finish my sentence, i hear someone knocking at the door. I try to hold on some tears as i see Gracie at my fucking door!

Why is she here?

-H-hi! -she says looking directly at my eyes.

-Hi... -i say looking at the floor, trying to avoid eye contact.

-Yeah...hi Y/N.

-What are you doing here, Gracie?

-I just, i need to talk with you.

-Well, i'm listening. -i say looking in her eyes.

-I... don't know if you...heard my song but, i mean every word i wrote!

At the moment i hear that i feel my eyes open wide

I'm speechless.

-And i do really miss you Y/N. I miss you...so much. And i'm sorry.

I see her stepping forward. I stay in the same place.

-I'm really sorry, Y/N. I'm so sorry. I know i was rude and i shouldn't have given up so easily. I thought ending would be for the best, but it was not! It definitely wasn't! I'm sorry.

-Gracie...- i say felting her cold hand on mine. She rubs her thumb on my hand.

-Y/N. I miss you, i'm sorry.

I hug her tight.

-I stil love you. I always did. But you know it wasn't easy. You know, that every day, we had got stupid and ignorant comments, just for holding hands, especially on the news! -she says with her hands on my face.

-I know, I know. i migh forgive you one day, but you have to promise me that we are going to be together in this jorney, please.

-Of course. I promise, this time i'm gonna be there. I promise Y/N.