Till Death Separate Us (18+)

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Layla

"WHAT THE FUCK ?! AM I A FUCKING DOG TO YOU ?!" And here I am behind the damn building screaming at my father. "Sweetheart, but it's a perfect deal!" He tried to convince me. "A fucking deal huh ? You are selling me off to a fucking murderer." I wanted to get away from everything so bad. " well first of all I'm so tired of dealing with you, so watch your damn language. I am your father not some kind of stupid friend. And second of all, it's the best deal I could give him. I can't think of anything better. So want it or not u will have to be with him. Today u will go home with him." He said heartless.
I never understood him. What happened to him ? Sometimes he would be such a good father and then the other second I am nobody to him. It's kind of hurtful. I always was a daddy's girl but not anymore. "Where's mother ?" I wanted to hit him. Kill him. "I don't know, probably you won't get a chance to say goodbye to her today. But we will meet tomorrow. Now go find Pablo." He just walked away. Again. Like always. Not even a goodbye ? A hug ? Well whatever. Fuck him. I'm gonna run away from this piece of shit.
I took of my heals and made my way out of the buildings backyard. Fucking hell. Where am I supposed to go now ? "Layla, it's not the end of the world" Alex voice stopped me. How this motherfucker dare to say that. "Not the end of the fucking world huh ? Well I guess it is to me. You're not the one that is being sold to a fucking murderer. So you better shut your fucking mouth up." Anger overwhelmed me. He just shook his head and turned around to walk away but my voice stopped him. "Oh are going to tell father what I am doing again ? So sad. But nothing else is expected from you." I reminded him of that one time that he betrayed me. That motherfucker. Can't even fuck anyone's mother but still is a motherfucker.  "You know I was just trying to protect you! But your stupid ass couldn't get that !" He screamed at me. "Well you should stop. Because if you are trying to protect me , you shouldn't have of let him do that."
If Alex really cared about me or for me, he wouldn't have of let my father give me to Pablo. But he did. He knew he could convince my father. However, he isn't even trying. "Do you wanna know the truth?" He asked me with that cold look. "I have a girlfriend. Your father wanted me to be with you, but I can't. Because I love her and she's pregnant. The only way I could date her without putting her and my child in danger  is if you will be with someone. And I'm sorry If that's selfish but I can't do anything about it. I have to save my family. However, I care about you. And it won't be that bad with Pablo. I promise you."
I shook my head. " No, Alex, no. You don't get me, they don't get me. I wanted a life, i wanted to be away from them. I didn't want any of this. And as I was getting better and better on my own you would pull me back into it, because you wanted me to suffer. All i ever wanted was for you to be good, for your life to perfect, fpr happines, to see that shiny smile every day. But you ? But you did something unforgivable. I was almost out of it, but you pulled me back. If I keep living this way, this life I will fucking kill myself." He wanted to give me a hug. I could see it. But I couldn't give it to him. Not right now. I turned away . This time I did it. Walked away. From him.
I didn't want to see anyone or talk to them. I wanted to be alone. I needed to clear my head. I'm fucking hungry. I have no idea where are the paparazzi. But they are gone. Lucky for me. I sat down in my father's car, he's way too stupid to give me his keys. I know that this car has a tracker. But I will leave this damn ass car somewhere, away from the hotel I'll be sleeping at tonight.
I drove to a random restaurant. Ordered some pasta. I don't know why buy that bartender was looking at me weirdly. As if I was an alien. Idiot. After 40 minutes I was done eating. Left 10 euros tip. I Parked the car in a random parking lot, 40 minutes away from the hotel I was sleeping at.
"Hello could I get a room for tonight ?" I asked the lady nicely. "Hello, there is left 1 more room. However it's one of the most expensive. Will it be good for you ?" She asked politely. "How much is it per night ? " damn it why am I even asking I will book that damn room.
"600€" she said giving me a smile. "All good, I'll book it."
She lead me to my room. I took a shower. I didn't have any clothes. So I was laying under the blankets only with my bra and panties. I have a lot of money at the moment. I'll save some of the money and fly to USA or Russia. Somewhere where they couldn't find me. Ever again.