My best friends poems.

life

they say you have to get worse before you get better
im not sure how true that is though
because how does it get worse
how can it get worse than this
does it really get worse than wishing every day that someone would say that one thing to push you right over the edge
can it get worse than praying that you won't wake up in the morning
how does it get better
but you know,
maybe i don't want to get better
there's a certain peace that comes along with everything
it's peaceful
the perfect storm, some may say
the storm swirling inside until it gets big enough that it explodes
taking me, and my life with it
so maybe i don't want to get better
because "it has to get worse to get better" sounds like a complete and utter load of bullshit right about now
-bm
When she sent me this, I cried. I didn't tell her, but I cried to it. It is amazing, but so sad. I love her.