My best friends poems.

Silence is deadly

the feeling of you heart being ripped from your body and handed to you is one you never forget.
the way there is a gaping whole in your chest where you're heart used to be, begging and pleading to be filled and closed again.
getting so lost in the memory of how it felt when that heart was there taht you almost forget that it's missing
until you don't
until you remember how a big part of your being is gone
it's kinda like that when you are betrayed
funny? Right
you wouldn't think it would hurt as bad as it does
even if the person who hurt you doesn't see how what they did affects you
even if they did it to protect you
well, thought they were protecting you
the thought of protecting that heart can be blinding to the pain you will cause it when the truth comes out
you realize how much it hurts
but they don't see it
why would they?
they did what they thought would protect you
so you can't tell why it upset you
you become the bad guy for wanting that peice of your body back that was unknowingly ripped from you
but you have to get it back silently
only
the silence is deadly.
-bm