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i didn't know i was capable of loving an animal
as much as i love this horse
i didn't know that i could connect so much with such a beautiful and powerful animal
but here i am
thinking about, and dreading knowing i will soon have to say goodbye
soon i will have to leave my best friend
the one constant in my life
my favorite person
for the past ( almost ) 4 years of my life
knowing that goodbye is coming is almost enough to push my over the teetering edge
because how can i say goodbye to someone who means that much to me?
how can i leave him when i know he will think i just abandoned him?
how can i happily walk away when i know me leaving will hurt him as much as i hurt now
is me staying enough?
it all comes down to what's stronger
is my love for this one animal, stronger than my newfound hatered for my once favorite thing?
is the fragile and frail heart sitting inside of my chest strong enough for this?
can i really say goodbye?
goodbye.
-bm
This one meant so much to her. She is a 4h girlie, she has connected with many animals, but not quite like this.

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