Our Story

Part 22

Yuxin Pov
"But you know, even I know I am already rejecting you, nowadays I look at my self. I am uncomfortable with this fact too, but seems I still wanna be friend with you" Liu Ye look at me with bitter expression.

"Its bit hard for now, like I said before" I know this fact but hear this again made me relieved? Strange.

"But its not impossible in the future, I think. I need time for everything"

"Its sound like a good deal" We smiled to each other for what I said.

"How about this show for you?" His words made me think again. Exhausting, its right. But there are good thing too.

"Maybe half good, half bad" He snickering.

"Exhausting, right?" I nodded with his question.

"But if we call about the past, your feeling towards me, when the first time you see me again in this show, its must be complicated"

"Not really. Its just-" I just reminiscences memory when talking with Yibo, that time I know I still hold a grudge towards Liu Ye.

"There are person who trigger that feeling"

"Wang Yibo?"I nodded.

"You often hanging out with him. Its must be fate you always team up with him"

"You believe with that word?"

"Yeah sure, even this show. I think its fate for me to meet you again, eventough its not like my plan"

"Your plan? Confess to me?" He laughed and take his drink. Drink all of it.

"Aunty, can I have my refill again?" Owner store come and give him fruit soda with lemon flavour again. His stomach will be in trouble, I think.

"Your stomach will be upset"

"Sometimes, its good to enjoy our life, Yuxin"

"Hh, you never have this soda party?"

"My manager forbid me to take weird drink or food when I wanna enjoy a bit"

"Its must be exhausting. Life like that"

"Sometimes yeah but its the cost, right?" I place my can high, so I can toss with him. Yeah, we already in race now, before we just nobody.

"But you are really successful now, Yuxin"

"I am not. We still need to run. But its happy now, before I think I need to prove my self to everyone. I am capable doing this and that. I am better than others. But now, its more relaxed. My schedule become my habit. And I did that cause I wanna to improve. Growing is good thing. Its better than stay stagnant"

"You are changed" I look at Liu Ye surprised.

"Really?"

"I think you become more honest now than before" Hmm, really. I dont notice this. But yeah, when I am talking to others now, its made me more calm, not overthinking like before.

"How my old self, Liu Ye? How you describe me?" He being quiet with my question. He take a sip again and look at the sky, seems trying to gain his memory.

"Diligent, quiet girl, dedicate, firm, friendly with others. That's point surprised me, I mean even you are quiet, people like gather around you. For bad or good. Hmm-"He stopped and seems deep in think again.

"Is it weird?"

"What's you mean?"

"The more you talk with honesty with me now made me think again about my feelings"His words give me little laugh.