Our Story

Part 31

Yuxin Pov

Haaah. I let out a long heavy breathe. What's wrong with me today? This is cause Xian. She pestered me to keep looking at Yibo and Xiao interaction today. I remember again how she continue our annoying convo at the beach.

"If they suddenly growing feeling again, what should we do?"

"What do you mean? It's not our business and stop repeating same question again and again to me. It's tiring me"I look at her with angry expression when she seems like fish something again from me.

"Are you sure? It's not bothering you? When you said annoying word when they keep stand side by side"

"It's cause that drink!"

"Drink?"She look at me, confused.

"Just forget it. I wanna continue my work pick up the trash"But then when I stand up, she keep accompany me.

"What are you doing? Go to Liu Ye"

"Ah, why? You said I need to slow down my step. That's what you said"

"Not me. It's him!"I pointed my chin to Yibo position. Frustrated with her attitude.

"See? Why keep angry on me when you have problem with him?"

"I am not angry"

"See your face and listen to your tone. Is it raised up? You even hard to breathe cause held your emotion like that"She is right. I even need to manage my breathe now.

"Be honest, Yuxin. Sometimes that's what you need the most now"

"What's that mean?"I look at her, confused again.

"Hhh, dunno. Think it yourself. Wake up your romance cell again"

Auuh. I am feeling like cold sweat come to me when remember my convo with her. Like heck. Romance cell? I just know dancing until now. What the hell is that? Romance. Kill me. That ambiguous thing. After all, I and Yibo just friends. No more than that. I don't have the right to put Xian idea in my head. If he wanna going back to Xiao, then if it's what he want, what can I do?

"What can I do?"Suddenly sad feeling come to me when I talk to my self in the veranda outside the second floor. It's have two sofa and some space to relax and thinking. Like what I did now. To be honest, I just wanna avoid everyone now. I think since yesterday, after my convo with Yibo ended. He said to pick Justin or him, and I said he is better than Justin. It's give me a weird feeling. I don't know its for sure, cause that the first time for me to feeling like that. I mean it's comfortable but at the same time it's weird, isn't it? I mean what the hell with my right to pick Yibo. If another girl talk to him like what Xiao did today, can I have confidence to ask same question like what he does. By the way, why I need to ask him too?

"Auh. A mess"I drink my lemon juice while lean back in the sofa. I don't pick that peach juice I liked normally. Why? Dunno, I just feeling weird if I drink that can again. After all, he give it to everyone or maybe every girls. I take a sip again with faster move. Uh, sour. I put it in the table in front of me. So what, if he give it to every girl he know, why it's come to my head as the problem?

"I just need to think about dance now. After this show ended, I will not meet him anyway. And I have stage to think about"And he can meet another people cause he is soo popular, maybe girls too cause he has everything. And it's not made me sad. I bite my lips. Why suddenly I am feeling gloomy like this? I am not just one of his friend after all. He has many. And we meet at this show and of course it's will be ended. No need to much put emotion in it. But I still in contact with Cheng cheng too. But I think cause Yibo is high level artist and I am just newcomers, I can't contact him, right? Like Cheng cheng. He must be burdened. And it's will maybe causes controversy. Hah? I stop many idea in my mind. Controversy? Why it's need to become like that? It's just friends, not special.