Our Story

Part 65

Yuxin POV

"I dated her and broken up with her, in normal way. We never do anything nasty too. How can I am doing that while I don't love her?" Yibo stares at me when saying the last words. For what is that? Weird.

"You never hit her?"

"Why in the first place I need to do that? Nonsense. I don't even interested in her. Don't you get it? If I love her"He stared at me again.

"Stop keeping looking at me if you want to explain. I said I want to know but it's not like I'm desperate to know. Just talk about it normally. Whenever you say specific words, you looking at me. I can't help but feels wary about it" He sighed. So deep.

"You're crying last time. It's made me worry too"Ugh, I get silent. I think it's over.

"Sorry, I don't know why I need to feel emotional like that. I have many break down condition now. My mental is unstable"He just silent while looking at me, then he sighs.

"You have too much ego, or maybe you're dumb"

"Thank you for your nice words. Can we continue your story? So, why does it become a scandal like that?"He just stared at me.

"Why do you want to know this in the first place? It's worrying you? About how my status with my ex. Or do you feel insecure if I have feelings for her? Don't you get the idea, if the rumour is true, then me and her can do whatever we want? Including -"He's stopped. I feel my heart sink. It's empty.

"Let's stop this. To be honest, your motive isn't clear, right?"He looks away. I don't get it too, why does I need an explanation. In the past, I don't really care about my friends past.

"You don't like if I knew?"

"No. It's okay for me, after all I didn't have anything bad with her. Why do I need to feel guilty? But why do I need to tell you? I get my reason for doing that, but what's yours? Both of us not in balance stage now. You made me confused"

"Sorry"I can just say that while he sighed again.

"Right. You need to feel sorry for me. Even you're crying like earlier, you need to tell me the reason. It's giving me fear"

"I will not doing that again. I promise"He closes his eyes for a moment, then sighs. How many years from his life get decreased now by doing that?

"I don't hate it. Well, Yuxin. Somehow I feel at that state you can be honest at least. So you better doing that often"What the hell with him? Psycho!!

"I don't have a reason. So, what's the truth from your scandal? If you don't want to tell me, I will leave this place and let you swarm in your emotions here. Why are you even sitting here alone?"He looks away.

"I have a mental crisis, but forget it. Ok, I will tell you. It's my agency. After I got my name at Korea by debut with boyband, my agency planned to debut us as solo in China. My name needs to be clear from scandal. I have an ex, it's already a problem as they see me as a potential artist of them. Well, in my group before, I was the most popular one there"

"It's not your imagination?"I can see his peeved expression.

"Don't you see my face here? Don't you think I'm handsome?"Ugh, well. He's not lying though. But listening this from him, like a boast for his face.

"Well, you are"

"Oh, how is it? This face is your type?"I widened eyes. What's wrong with him? Such a narcissist.

"No, you're not"He showed me an angry expression.

"Then, who is your ideal face type? After you forbid me to touch every girl!"Huh, when? Ah, I don't know the moment when I am crying earlier made him assume many things. It's just an instant. I feel unsure. Yeah, it's gotta be.