Crash Land (An Alex Gaskarth/Sam McTrusty fanfiction)

Chapter 4

Sam's POV

I was alone in the hotel room; the guys were hanging out in the other rooms and I was left to my own devices. We were all invited to some Warped “pre-party” later so we were all syked for that.

I decided on taking a hot shower to clear my head, I didn’t know what was going on inside of me.

Jet lag, man...  Jet lag.

I sighed contently as the hot water ran over my sore shoulders and down my back. It felt so damn good.

I don’t know how I’m gunna survive Warped... It’s a dream to be here and all and I’m so syked, but I just feel weird. Not good, not bad.

Weird.

This whole Ursula thing is messing me up a little. I don’t know what’s going on... What we are, what she expects from me...

Stop overthinking...

I’m not, I just want her to know that I love her. Sure, I can mess and joke about with her. But I’m seriously crazy about her.

A small, sad groan escaped my lips. But then I smiled.

I thought of Ursula earlier this afternoon and how she blushed when she saw me.

Man, I love it when she blushes...

I loved to tease her about it too.

“No,” I said audibly, shaking my head.

You know what, forget it. Forget her tonight. Just stay with the guys and have a few drinks and forget all about her.

Yeah...

I stepped out of the shower after about half an hour of pure bliss and I wrapped a towel around me before opening the bathroom door.

“Whoa!” I had suddenly collided with something and landed on the ground with a thud.

“Oh shit.” It was Ursula. My heart leapt and my lungs almost exploded, “I’m so sorry, Sam! I didn’t know you were in here,” I had tripped over her and she had fallen on top of me.

“I was just looking for an adaptor. Barry said you had a spare,” she gushed. Her eyes were wide and innocent. I looked down and saw her hand was on my chest.

She soon realised and removed it, blushing ever so slightly.

Oh God...

I bit my lip and tried to resist the urge to kiss her.

Note the word tried.

I slammed my lips to hers and kissed her passionately. She was taken by surprise at first, but then she leant into me again and tangled her fingers into my soaking hair. I smiled into the kiss and held her tightly in my arms and I was dizzy with excitement; my poor heart was doing somersaults in my chest. She pulled away first; but we looked at each other for a few moments, and she smiled at me.

“Sam?”

“Yeah?”

“I’m a little bit wet...” She giggled as I realised that her entire top was soaking wet from me.

Whoops.

“Sorry,” I shrugged and she stood up, sticking her hands out to me to help me up.

“It’s okay, just go put on some clothes,” she laughed as I realised that I was still semi naked and dripping wet, “I’ll stop in before we go to the party.”

“Okay,” I blushed and giggled like a lovesick puppy as she gave a small wave before leaving the room.

I sighed, regretfully.

Not one of my most masculine of moments. I am a grown man after all (sort of...) and I just feel like a silly little teenager around her.

Anyway, I was looking forward to the party tonight. And to redirecting myself from my original plan to avoid Ursula.