You Ruined Me (Ticci Toby X M!Reader)

Chapter 4

TW: talk of r@pe and trauma

(Y/n)s pov
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We were in the car on day two. It was amazing! Saw new places, talked and listened to music. Of course there were those moments where everyone gets irritated by everyone. But those are just small.

And now was one of those moments.
"(Y/n) we just left McDonald's! You could've went there!" My mum yelled at me. "Well I'm sorry that I can't control my body! I don't tell it when to use the fucking bathroom!" I yelled back. Asher was slightly annoyed with me and mum.

"(Y/n) I swear to the gods if you don't stop swearing I will leave you on the side of the road!" She yelled her grip tightening on the wheel. "No you won't! You won't stand the thought of abandoning your first born!" I yelled.

Asher put their headphones on after about 5 minutes into the argument. "You're right I won't. But I will ground you once we get to th house." She said loosening her grip. "Fine at least I'll have Asher." I said looking back at Asher. "Nah-uh. Don't bring me into this" they said giving me that 'don't you dare' looks.

"(Y/n), if you swear one more time in front of me or to me on this trip and I will ground the living hell out of you" Mum said glaring at me. "Fine fine." I said looking out the window.

-Time skip brought to you by me doing this at almost midnight-

"We're here~" My mum 'sang' as she pulled into the driveway. The house was pretty nice. Just needed some gardening and fixing. But other than that it's fine. We got out of the cars and grabbed our stuff from the trunks.

"Hello~" I heard a voice say. I looked to my right to see a lady about in her early 40s walking up to us. "Hi I'm Jess, your neighbor! I'm so glad to see people moving into this house!" She said happily. She seems so fucking fake I thought looking at her.

"Hi! I'm Harper and this is my husband Fred! These are my children, (y/n) and Lucas! This is (y/n)s friend Asher." My mum said pointing us out. We waved at the lady. "Well we'll. Hi kids nice to meet you guys. I have a daughter just about your guys age. Sadly she moved away saying 'this house is a prison and you never let me do anything!' Haha! Bot do I miss her." She said smiling.

-Damn she shares to much

For once I agreed with the voice. "Yeah she does but aye what can you do?" I mumbled. "Huh? What was the sweety?" Jess asked looking at me. "No sorry I was just thinking out loud." I said. "Mhm. Anyway would you guys like any help?" She asked looking at my dad up and down.

-Gross that old hag is flirting with your dad!

"She's not old. And she just finds him attractive. It's not like he'll cheat on my mum." I mumbled. "Ok now I definitely heard you say something about me. Would you like to repeat it?" Jess said turning around to glare at me.

"Woah! Hey Jess! No we-we're good!" My mum said stepping in between us. Jess huffed and walked away. "What was that (y/n)?! Embarrassing me in front of our new neighbor!" Mum said dragme inside. Don't get me wrong she's not abusive or anything. She just gets out of control sometimes.

I mean ever since she told me about her uncle.. her anger is something she can't control. I apologized and went to look for my room. There were four rooms to choose from. I walked to the furthest one from the front door and opened it. It was a nice decent sized room.

I sighed and put my bag on the ground and zipped it open. I dug through looking for my pills. It took a minute but I found them. I was about to open them when the voices started again.

-Don't you dare shove us down!
-we're forever apart of you (y/n)!
-why would you want to forget us?! Huh?!

I quickly opened the bottle and took three out. I shoved them in my mouth swallowing them dry. It hurt but anything to stop the voices. "(Y/n)? Can I come in?" I heard Asher ask. "Yeah come in" I said pushing my back against the wall.

"What was that about? I heard you talking to yourself." They said sitting next to me. "The voices were calling her names and saying she was flirting with my dad." I said chuckling. "That makes sense. Well my rooms right next to yours so no having sex in this room or I swear to the mother of hell I will end you." They said getting up to leave.

"Oh but you love me to much to" I said looking at them. "You're right but that doesn't mean you can fuck someone here." They said leaving. I laughed. Do they really think I'll date someone? I don't do dating. I haven't since It happened.

"Watch out (y/n) your mattress coming through!" I heard my dad say. I grabbed my bag and dragged it to the other side of the room allowing him to put the mattress down. "What about Asher? We don't have a bed for them." I asked sitting on the bed.

"Luckily your mum found an old one in the basement from when you wanted a new bed." He said rubbing his head. "The voices cane back huh?" He asked sitting next to me.

"Mhm. I took some pills just now. So I should be fine." I said resting myself against the wall. "Kiddo.. They're coming back more often. I think we should up your dose." He said scratching his head. "I did up it dad. I have been for the past week. I'm up to three now. I took one before we moved because it was just one voice. But they came back so I took two. Then three." I explained.

"Kid, that's not good. If they're coming back more than we should do something." He stated getting up. "I'm going to get you a new doctor and check to see if we can get you an up dose. If not then I dunno." He said leaving me room and closing the door.

This will be fun.
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Welp hope you liked this chapter. I know I'm updating a lot rn but trust me I'll go months without updating so just be prepared for that.