Songs For My Love

Light My Love

(I don't even think this song matches the story. Honestly, I just wanted to put the song because I love it so much.)

Can you light my love?
Flames glowing bright as the sun
Deeper than oceans you run
Watch as our world has begun- Light My Love by Greta Van Fleet

Beyonce was scared. She was scared to leave her room, she was scared to go on the internet, and she was even scared to turn on the TV. She knew if she watched TV, got on the internet, or left her room she would be harassed with insults. Everyone would be talking about how she was a bitch and how she ruined the group. Yes, she knew that none of this was her fault but sadly it didn't matter what she knew. It was all about what people thought and unfortunately, they were all thinking some negative things.

Ever since Letoya and Latavia left the group Beyonce has been the target of everyone's anger. She didn't understand why she was the one to blame, especially since Letoya and Latavia said that they left because of managing. The press didn't care about that; they only cared about the lies and dumb conspiracy theories.

Beyonce was honestly surprised by all the things people came up with. They were practically saying anything that came to their mind; it didn't even matter that what they were saying made no sense. The crazy thing about it was that everyone seemed to believe it; they believed anything that would incriminate Beyonce.

Among all the rumors there was one rumor that wasn't a complete lie. Yes, Beyonce said it was a lie and she only said that because her father made her say that. Her father wasn't the most accepting person, especially over something that he felt would ruin his daughter's career. Beyonce didn't get why he thought that it would ruin her career since the majority of their fanbase was gay.

Yes, Beyonce was gay, and she had realized this not too long ago. At first, Beyonce didn't believe she was gay. She just thought that she was feeling some weird feelings, at least that's what she wanted to believe. She was so scared to admit that she was gay that she wouldn't even admit it to herself.

Beyonce knew that if she admitted that she was gay to others then she wouldn't get a good reaction. Based on who her father is, Beyonce didn't expect it to be a good reaction from him. Although Beyonce knew that her mom and sister would care if she was gay, she was still hesitant to tell them. It was the same with Kelly; she just didn't know how they would react. She didn't want to risk it; she just figured it would be best to keep it to herself.

Then there was Michelle, the new addition to the group. Out of everyone, Beyonce knew Michelle was the main one that she was scared to tell. Beyonce's relationship with Michelle was complicated but not in a bad way. It was just that their relationship was complicated; they didn't know what they were to each other. Beyonce could have sworn that they were just friends, but things soon got complicated when Beyonce began to feel differently about Michelle.

"Hey Kelly, I like her."

Beyonce remembers how she said that after spending five minutes with Michelle. She must know she liked the girl as soon as she laid eyes on her. Those five minutes did nothing but confirm how much she liked Michelle. The woman was kind, funny, and very smart. Despite only knowing her for a few minutes it felt like Beyonce had known her for years. Michelle's personality was just amazing. It was so amazing that simply being near her was the best experience of Beyonce's life.

Not only was Michelle's personality pleasing, but she was also pleasing to look at. Beyonce was so glad that her mom was able to convince Michelle to allow her to give her a makeover. Her beauty only grew, something she didn't even think was possible. Beyonce was also very glad for the amount of cleavage and crop tops her mother slapped onto Michelle. The mere sight of Michelle's abs never failed to make Beyonce's heart smile; a peek at the woman's chest had the same effect.