Hi guys I've decided to add a guys perspective on tween life to the story @marioandzeldafan is taking care of that for me so check his story out its coming out soon (I think). Anyways let's get on with entry #4 I promise this one isn't depressing.
So today (almost yesterday its like midnight) somebody made my day (you'll know who you are). I've been hit and insulted numerous times by my brother that's how he deals with pain I guess. But to a girl that's been looking at herself and seeing something not worth while it means more than a simple tease. One day I couldn't take the constant warring of my confidence that once flew high in the sky so I hunched in a ball and cried. It was a breaking point. He didn't tease me as much after that. But the hitting hasn't stopped. Dont get me wrong he loves me I know that and he's certainly not abusive but I could deal without the bruises on my legs. But hey I threw a plastic chair at him so fair game. Maybe when my mom fell down the stairs when she was pregnant with him he became demented. I just wish he appreciated me. All I really need in life right now is a big old emotional hug. Sounds mushy but hey. I'll get back to you guys tomorrow possibly with a Starbucks vanilla bean frappecinno (don't think I spelled that right) told you a little girly alot cliché.
Bye my little beyoncés and llamas and unicorns and honey badgers and hollar for the air conditioners. :)) double chin swag
