Hi my little Beyoncé's hope all is well.
Here in this diary im keeping it real like real as in Kanye West's love for himself real not real like Nikki Minaj's butt real. See when I was little I never worried about how my body looked. Now I do. I'm telling you guys I'm serious when I say its still a problem. If you've ever gone on pinterest or polyvore or tumblr or any social media you've seen girls who look flawless. They have long hair tan skin a flat stomach and just plain look amazing. See being a young girl and exposed to that frequently I guess I'm just desperately wanting to look like them. Sometimes its horrible but its worn down over time. I know a lot of people who really don't care at least not as much as I do. I'm learning to be okay with my body. Its been a struggle. It just seems like when I look in the mirrior there's constantly a problem like my boobs aren't big enough or my stomachs not flat enough or my thighs are too big. Its almost endless. Its almost over now the obsession but I'm okay now sorta. I've got people that make it better like @marioandzeldafan and @banananutstyles1302 and @liv4123 they always seem to help. Thanks for reading.
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