Sometimes I feel like no one understands. Maybe cause no one does. I'm in pain and I fight with myself. I just want to fit in I try so hard to be happy I try so hard to be skinny I try so hard to be pretty. Nothing ever works. I just keep trying. Being myself is hard because the me that is me never pleases anyone. I worked out and under ate for a while to be skinny. I wore a ton of makeup to be pretty. I plastered a fake smile on my face to be happy. On the inside everything is crumbling down. All I want is to be happy. But I'm a broken doll. I want to be normal to fit in. Kids shouldn't have these problems. I'm recovering I'm getting out of hating myself but I still worry that I'm not good enough. Maybe someday I will be. I'm fighting an internal battle. I want happiness. One of you a friend a peer anybody just please help me feel better I'll take any advice or help I can get. Thanks guys -AC
Stay flawless llamas and be happy.
