All Your Lies And Promises (Eremika)

The game

-Mikasa's pov-

I've always hated the feeling of toeing the line of obsession and disgust.

It's an odd combination but it happens, the feeling of thinking of someone so often and cursing yourself for letting your mind even think about them.

the disgust part happens when you don't even like them or their personality, a personality so disgustingly cruel for no objective reasoning other than you're new and it gives them the right to be rude to you.

The way my mind keeps falling back to the cruel green eyes with every snarky remark he's said to me during the span of weeks.

It's the feeling of thinking wherever I go I feel those eyes following me, judging me for things I can't control.

Over the span of the two weeks the boys academy transferred to our school has been hell, literal hell.

In most of my classes i'm greeted with insults and sarcastic remarks from the one and only Eren Jeager, for reasons I cannot fathom i'm his target for whenever he's having a shit day.

But what peaks my interest is that he's only mean when something bothers him and with that thought Id decided to try and befriend him, I know the feeling of taking my shit out on innocent bystanders so maybe I could help him a little, i'm not saying I can change him but maybe I could possibly get a reason to why he acts this way so.

I've started to give him cookies.

It's stupid I know but I love baking and I know i'm fucking good at it because Sasha and Ymir always pester me into making them whenever we run out.

So every morning I grab a zip lock bag and fill it with chocolate chip cookies and give them to Eren during english which he has with me and ymir.

The first time I tried to give them to him he looked at me oddly but took the bag, there was no 'thank you' in sight but he didn't shut down the idea.

Ever since them i've been showing up to english with a fresh batch of cookies, i've never seen him eat them but i'm sure he wouldn't throw them out because he would have just told me he doesn't want them.

Although nothing comes out or changes between us it's become a routine which I highly enjoy so I continue to bring them to him, it's a step in the right direction.

Walking into english class, bag in hand I pass eren's desk and hold out the bag for him, he doesn't even look up from his phone while he grabs the bag and tosses it aside on his desk.

I stand there for a moment, this is the second week i've given him cookies so i'd like to think he's finally warmed up to actually look at me.

He turns his head to look at me, is he finally going to give a thank you? I wonder but instead i'm met with a raised eyebrow from him expecting me to leave.

I look away from him, I felt a little heat rush across my body from embarrassment before walking away and to my desk, I tossed ymir another baggy once I sit down to which she grins at me wildly and starts to eat them.

"you make a mean batch of cookies ackerman" she mumbled through her chews while she had crumbs around her mouth, her eyes glistening