Hard to love.

New job, new place, new friends.

"Hey, lil pig, stop eating. Aren't you fat enough?"- A tall and strong guy talked to Y/n. He was the leader of a gang in that secondary. Y/n embarrasedly smiled at him and handed the bento out.

"Do you want to try some? It's good. I did it."

"Huh?"- The guy frowned at her, he kicked the bento and it spilled out on the floor. People standing around her started to smile, but Y/n just gently smiled. She quickly clean up the mess and went away.

It was an awful day, she hid in the restroom to cry without letting any noise.

When she was in high school, she was bullied by some girls who didn't like her appearance. She lost weight during summer and looked much more better at the beginning of highschool.

"Hey, how is the lil pig doing?"- One of the girl- Nancy mocked. Y/n hid her glare, she walked pass her to open her locket. A bunch of paper fell down, they were filled with words like "Stupid, pig, plastic wh*re,.." 

Y/n just felt angry, she looked up, stared at the girl. Nancy had a light smirk on her face.

"Oh, the lil pig is angry girls!"

"Stop it, your fcking joke isn't that funny Nancy."

"Oh no, are you trying to defense, lil Y/n"- Nancy played with her hair, Y/n's face got colder as she stared at Nancy. The girl slightly shivered then became confused and irritable at Y/n's emotion.-"Are you listening lil pig? Hey lil pig! Hey..."

There was a big sound, which scared everyone, Nancy fell on the ground, her nose bled. Y/n punched at her face! The crowd stood quietly while Y/n just peacefully left the hall.

From that, she became a "bullier", friends stayed away from her, teacher scared and bored of her, even her mom- who was a teacher. Until when Y/n grew up and had a job at a company in the city, people still kept a distance with her. That evil Nancy still haunted her, she appeared everywhere she was and made up stories about her.

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But it was just the past, y/n now had moved to another city and had a brand new job. She was excited to be there, Y/n wore a new black suit for today, carefully put on her makeup and prepared a smile.

It was a sunny day, Y/n drove her car to work. She enjoyed the music was playing on the radio. And she was right on time. A woman called Hange was responsible for informing Y/n her new job and taking her around the office. Hange was an optimistic person, who had a positive aura, which could make anyone around her happy. By the way, people in the office were also friendly: Connie, Sasha, Mikasa (a little shy but kind), Eren and Armin, except for the manager. His name was Levi, he sat in a corner of the room, which was out of sight. He looked cold and not very friendly.

-Oh, Y/n I've informed you everything you need to know, if there is anything you need to know clearly, you can tell me.-Hange said, smiled at me. She pointed at the chair next to her.- Here is your seat, be comfortable.

-Yes, thank you.- I smiled back to Hange and waved at other people in the room. But in the corner of my eyes, I could saw the manager stared at me. Hanged pulled me down and whispered into my ear.

-Hey, do you see that obxinious man. He is the manager, but you don't have to pay attention to him. 

-Yeah, thank you for that.- Y/n sighed 'What was that mean?'

However, the curious girl couldn't take her eyes off him. He was so mysterious and gorgeous, too. But what made he so unfriendly or it was just the outside. 

Time passed quickly, it was six then, Y/n was still focusing on her work until Hange slightly patted her shoulder.

-Yes, what is it Hange-san?

-A party for newbie Y/n-san!- Sasha shouted, wrapping her hand around Mikasa's neck. The black-haired girl's face reddened, she stared at the floor.

-A party.... for... me?- Y/n flutter, it was strange.

-Yes, we're gonna make it a great night for you.- A guy named Connie said.- We've chosen a place that we think will suit you the most. Hange will pick you up at your house later.

-But I have a car.

-Nah, Y/n just give me your adress, I'll be there on time.- Hange smiled at me, i couldn't reject but to give her my adress. There was one person who didn't join the conversation- Levi still sat at his seat like a ghost and stared at them. What would he do?