Dream Team Oneshots<3

The end of the road🖤(Dnf)

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Tw,sad,death,Sh scars,cigarettes
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Dreams pov
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*Knock, knock, knock* I hear the sound ive been dreading all day.. do I want to let him in? If I do I'll risk our life.

*knock, knock, knock* "D-DREAM PLEAS-E WE CAN FIX IT I-IM SO-ORRY" I hear from right outside the door.. the knocking stops?

I open the door to see a crying puffy eyed George
"Oh.. baby I-I'm sorry it's.. we can't.." "WhY?" He saids still trying no to break down but it's not working too well..

"Because I.. I can't now... you know neither of us are ready." I look down tears pricking my eyes "but I am ok! R-Really I am! I can help you Clay.. Clay I I can't lose you.." "GEORGE NO YOUR NOT JUST JUST LOOK AT YOU?" I say Grabbing his arm

And pulling up his sleeve to reveal cuts some old some looking like they were done 10 minutes ago. 
Tears are now falling not just a couple a lot of them and I couldn't stop..  "c-clay I can't.. I CANT LOSE YOU AND IM NOT GONNA LET YOU GO" said a sad and angry George.. he looked furious and yanked his arm back.

"George.. we can't" I stop myself "we won't" I corrected myself "we won't until we are both mentally stable enough to take care of another person I want to I really really do George, I love you so so much but it's impossible" "I-" I cut him off

"We can't love each other until we can't love and take care of ourselves it's just.." "not gonna help right now.." tears are Streaming down his face it hurts me to see him like this I love him but that's the problem. I love him more than I love myself..

"okay..  I- im going home" George said sobbing "George.. I lo-" I had to stop myself "goodnight" I said choking back a full on sob "goodnight clay.."

I shut the door. And stand back against the wall
"NO" "NO NO NO IM SO STUPID I CANT JUST FUCKING CONTROL SOME STUPID EMOTIONS"
I turn to the closest thing to me and *BOOM* next thing I know there's glass everywhere.. "shit.."

George Pov<3 hope y'all enjoying
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As I walk back to my car sobbing i try to open the car door but it's locked so I grab my keys and try to unlock the car but all I can see is my hand and how much there shaking. 

I unlock the car and get in but I can't drive right now my eyes are foggy my hands are shaking and I can't think straight.. "WHY CANT WE?? WHY CANT WE JUST HELP EACHOTHER WHY WHY WHY?!" I screamed why can't we just help each other through this I love him I'm ninety-nine percent sure he loves me so why?

Back to Dreams pov and time skip 2 weeks later
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My eyes sting as I open them light shining *BEEP BEEP BEEP* ugh that's the alarm I throw my are over the table to hit the off button and hit the button that I have now memorized

It's the same thing every day I wake use the bathroom grab a cigarette go back to my bed smoke go grab a random box of cereal, make my way back to the tomb that is my bed eat it get up get dressed and contemplate life choices, cry, ask George, how he's been make sure he's doing ok then whatever else I feel like doing that day

The past few weeks have been this over and over again maybe some few changes here and there but one thing that always say the same was making sure George was ok He would always ask me how I am back, and I would always say " yeah, I'm doing all right" that's a lie I'm not doing all right, not even doing ok

-The next few weeks are just Dream and George checking back up on each other but they both just had the same plan in mind Both of them weren't doing ok as previously said in past messages actually they were  quite the opposite both of which were mentally failing drastically- 1 month later<3
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