𝐋𝐔𝐃𝐈𝐂𝐑𝐎𝐔𝐒- ♡︎༄[Pᴀɴᴛᴀʟᴏɴᴇ]♡︎༄

𝐏𝐑𝐎𝐋𝐎𝐆𝐔𝐄

My life is a mess. I had just been through a breakup from my 5 year long boyfriend and now my mother decided to get on my nerves, by blaming me for whole situation. Because apparently, my bad attitude drove him away.

Its like my mum expects me to be this perfect saint all the time. Like excuse me, I have my own morals too.

My family was huge, everyone in it was rich or did something in crime. My dad was the head of the mafia and my brother was the underboss. I was a Caporegime who trained hard and led an army of soldiers.

I enjoyed my job because I enjoyed the thrill of the guns and the dead body's that fell at my feet. Or the people who underestimate my skills that end up feeling some of my wrath.

However, my mum was never content with this. She thought that I should get married and settle down. But when I decided to join the Mafia she was disapointed in me.

"My dear daughter this is unacceptable I wanted you to marry." She told me. I remember the tears I cried that day when she screamed at me to get out her sight.

From that day our whole relationship broke down and the break up I just experienced didn't help at all. I wouldn't even be surprised at this rate if my mum detested me.

I sat in my bedroom on my phone when my brother barged into the room.

"Ahh for fucks sake...mum is starting to piss me off apparently shes saying your gonna have to stay in Italy until you get married." He told me.
"You are lying..."I replied."How the hell am I going to get married if i just had a terrible breakup. Thats just so unfair."
"Sis...I understand what your saying but dad always listens to mum, and as your older brother I think you should just go for it. Whats the worse that could happen?"
"Fine ill try if you say so..." I said.

My brother left my bedroom shutting the door. I sat on my bed contemplating how I am going to meet someone.

My criteria for men was quite strict. I wanted someone who could handle me, take care of me, someone who was good fun and someone good looking. However, not many men like this exist.

But I guess I'll just allow fate to find me my fated one.