her one shots compilations.

STORY II :: HIS LAST I LOVE YOU.

"Iloveyou." He said again with his sweetest voice.

"Iloveyoutoo." I answered.

Rusty my boyfriend always spoiled me of his iloveyou's halos minu-minuto nya ngang binabanggit yan at masaya ako para doon, pakiramdam ko kasi sobrang mahal na mahal nya ako.

"Kumusta naman ang mahal ko?" He asked while I'm typing in my loptop.

Kasalukuyan kasi akong gumagawa ng reports ko para bukas, deadline na kasi.

"Inaayos ko report ko love, ikaw ba?" I answered without glazing at him, causs I'm busy.

"Medyo pagod, pero ayos lang magpapahinga lang ako."

Nginitian ko lang sya at bumalik na ako sa ginagawa ko, aaminin ko nawawalan na ako ng oras sakanya dahil na din sa sobra sobrang gawain sa school, sinusubukan ko naman syang isingit sa araw ko kaya siguro wala namang problema.

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Lumipas ang mga araw na mas lalo akong naging busy at di na din ako nakakauwi ng sakto sa oras sa bahay, kapag umuuwi ako tulog na sya o di kaya may ginagawa din sya kaya diretso ako sa pagpapahinga.

"Love? Kumusta ka?" He asked.

"Ayos lang, may gagawin pa ako love mamaya na ah?" I answered without glazing at him, kailangan ko ng tapusin yung papers ko.

"S-sige love, take your time iloveyou." He said.

Tumango lang ako at pinagpatuloy ang ginagawa ko, I saw him in my peripheral vision how's sad he is pero wala akong magawa kailangan kong tapusin lahat ng trabaho ko.

"Love? Ayos ka lang ba?" I asked.

"Oo, love ayos lang ako iloveyou." He answered.

"Iloveyoutoo."

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Days passed still it's the same but I always try to make an effort and have a time on him but suddenly he changed, sya yung biglang nawala I feel the changes pero mas pinili kong magsawalang bahala baka kasi pagod lang din sya at kailangan nya ng pahinga.

"Love? Iloveyou." I said at him, while he's typing on his phone.

"Iloveyoutoo." He said but he's not glazing at me.

It's the first time he said I love you without glazing at me but I refuse and try to understand maybe he's having a hard time or something, but I have a rights to know what's really happening.

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I'm inside the car in front of Rusty's office, may nagbago hindi ko alam kung ano kaya kailangan kong malaman.

Habang nagaantay nakita kong lumabas na sya at sumakay sa kotse nya kaya agad ko syang sinundan.

We stopped in a hospital, what is he doing in a hospital? May sakit ba sya? If yes bakit hindi ko alam. My heart beats fast but I tried to neglect baka nagooverthink lang ako.

Madami kasing nagbago, even password ng phone nya pinalitan nya ayokong maghinala pero hindi ko mapigilan.

"Ah nurse, saan daw po yung huling lalaking nagask dito?" I asked to the nurse who's assigned there.

"Sa Oby-gyne po." She response and teach the way to that room

Mas lalo akong nagtaka sa narinig ko pero alam ko sa sarili kong tama lahat ng narinig ko pero pinilit kong magpakatatag.

Nasa pintuan na ako ng oby agad kong binuksan at tumambad sakin ang babaeng nasa higaan, maganda sya flawless pero mukhang bata sya sakin ng 2 o 1 taon

Pero ang mas ikinagulat ko ay ang mahal ko, nandoon sya nakaupo sa bench at tinitignan ang ultrasound ng babae.

"Shaina? Anong ginagawa mo dito?" He asked but I refuse to look, nakatuon ang atensyon ko sa monitor while they doing an ultrasound.

"Why I'm the one you asking? Hindi ba dapat ako ang nagtatanong nyan sa'yo?"

"Miss? Sino po kayo?" The pregnant girl asked. I look at her immediately.

"Ikaw? Sino ka?" I asked back.

"Rusty's girlfriend."

"Girlfriend? Hindi nya sinabi na may fiance sya?" My voice cracked when I uttered those words.

I tried not to cry, I don't want to be this weak not this time.

"Gaano katagal na?" I asked Rusty without glazing at him.

"5 months." He answered.

I want to punch him right on his face but I control myself.

"Bakit? Paano mo nagawa sa'kin lahat ng ito?" I uttered, my tears started to flow I don't want to but I can't help it anymore.

Niyakap nya ako at humingi ng humingi ng tawad.

"Love sorry napagod ako, she give me the love that I wanted to feel this past months but you haven't because you're always busy." He bended knee and crying in front of me.

I don't want him see this hurt, ayokong nakikitang nasasaktan at umiiyak sya sa harapan ko hindi ko kaya.

I pulled him up and nodded to him, I wiped all the tears in his face. "Shh just please take care of yourself and to your family also." I glanced at her girl.

"Sorry." He uttered.

"Just only one request my love, say my favorite word." I smiled but my tears falling like a rain.

"I-iloveyou." He uttered and hugged me.

"F-for the last time, Iloveyoutoo. Take care of yourself huh?" I smiled.

I leave in that room, I didn't know what happen I just see myself crying inside of my car. I didn't want to leave him but I think he's already happy in his new family, even though it hurts so much I'm willing to accept because it came from him.

His last Iloveyou was painful than I expected.