I know it's my fault,
Ignored all the flags,
Now it's way too late to try and revert,
This situation which I have created.
Wish I hadn't done everything so fast,
Just thought it was benign,
Thought I could slip away.
Now I have a lot,
Yes a lot on my plate.
Feels a little suicidal how I dug my own grave,
Being with you,
Agreeing to stay,
Here by your side,
'Til the end of my days.
I cannot inculpate you for all of that,
Have got to be mature,
And take all the blame.
Hate to leave you like this,
But I cannot stay,
Here with you,
Betraying the clay,
I've been molded with,
Why'd you want me to change?
- e.k (11.02.2022)
