Remedy

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*note: I won't be using any honorifics or making the characters saying hyung mostly because I'm lazy*

Seungmin layed down in his bed, staring up at the ceiling of his room, wondering how he got into this situation. It had been at least an hour of him laying in silence when Lee Know opened the door to his room. Seungmin quickly sat up, his heart racing (faster than he can run).

"Lee Know?," Seungmin stared up at the older male. He was dressed casually in only sweatpants and a hoodie but somehow, Seungmin was still in awe.

"Seungmin, it's time for dinner. You've been here in your room for hours. Come on".

Seungmin nodded, quietly standing up and following Lee Know out of the room. He couldn't help but stare.

How could someone be so perfect?

It all started around a month ago. It was quite embarrassing and Seungmin hated talking about it. Seungmin was stretching when Lee Know bent down in front of him and lost his balance, landing on Seungmin face.

Lee know had quickly apologized and laughed along with the other members but Seungmin couldn't get a sound out. Suddenly, the butterflies flew in and he was stuttering everytime he was near the older. So... He stopped talking to him. Though... He still tried to get his attention in other ways.

It was the little things: bending over, sitting a little closer than normal, hugging a bit tighter-- that he did to get his attention.

It didn't really work though because Han liked to steal the show. Lee know was so completely obsessed with Han, that he hardly noticed Seungmin at all. And that's why Seungmin stared at the ceiling.

"You've been very quiet lately, " Lee Know commented, glancing at him from across the dining table. The others were too engaged in a dispute about whether coffee helped them practice better or not to hear their conversation.

"I'm always quiet, " Seungmin mumbled, picking at his food.

"Yeah but you usually say something. What's wrong? You don't even say hi to me hardly. "

"There's nothing wrong. I just don't have anything to say, " seungmin replied coldly.

"Sorry if I over stepped some sort of bound-"

"Lee Know, can you give me some of your food? Changing stole most of mine, " Han cut off Lee Know, grabbing all of his attention.

"Of course. "

Seungmin watched in misery as Lee Know fee Han forkfull after forkfull of the food, shamelessly flirting in the process.

What did I do to deserve this?

"That's why I don't talk to you anymore... " he muttered.

That's when Seungmin abruptly stood up and claimed that he was going to go work on a song when in reality, he was probably going to do anything but.

He cleared his plate and ventured off into his room and say down at the old keyboard. The one that he has since their debut. He ran his fingers along the smooth surface, enjoying the sound of the clicking as the keys were pressed. He could never get rid of it, no matter how hard the others protested. It was a present from his mom, the day they debuted, and ehe could never throw away such a jewel. Hesitantly, he turned the instumebr on, pressing a few keys and playing with chord progressions. He sighed, leaning back in his chair. Lately, his inspiration was lacking. Considering they were working on an album to be released a few months from now, he was supposed to be working on a new song. But his head was empty.

He returned to mindlessly pressing a few keys but paused when he heard Han's laugh nearing his room. He frowned when he heard Lee Know's voice reply to his laugh.

Shutting off his keyboard, he grabbed his song book and flung himself onto his bed.

Opening his book, his fingers glided along the scrawled out unfinished lyrics that filled the pages. He grabbed his pen and brought it up to see blank page.

It was at this moment when he fell asleep.

* I know this was short but I promise, if I find the time and motivation to make the chapters longer, I will! Thoughts? Suggestions? What should happen next? (Cause I have no clue 🤡)