Remedy

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*I recommend a good angst playlist for the last half of this chapter. Or anything dealing with pain :) *

Lee Know POV:

  No matter how hard he begged, Han refused to talk to Seungmin. Lee Know had already been pleading with Han after last week, he had never been so desperate.

  The way Seungmin broke down shattered Lee Know's heart. He didn't expect Han's ignorance to affect the younger so deeply but it did and Lee Know couldn't let go of it.

  That day, Seungmin had been crying so hard, he was soon passed out, snoring softly like a baby. Lee Know could tell how exhausted he was; the eye bags were very evident and he could barely concentrate on even the most simplest things. He was so lost in his world, he forgot to eat dinner most of time. Lee Know hadn't bothered waking him and instead carried the small, sleeping boy his room.

"I wish you knew how loved you... "

He had said, covering him with his blanket. Placing a soft kiss to his forehead, he turned and left, slowly shutting the door.

  He also wished that Seungmin would be able to confront Wooyoung and not chicken out. Seungmin started shaking every time the prospect of talking to Wooyoung was brought up so Lee Know feared that the younger would get scared and continue to lead the other on.

"Han, please. He's supposed to talk to him tonight! And he doesn't even-"

"Lee Minho. Just drop it, " Han replied with watery eyes, slamming the car door after they got back from their date. Their relationship had been off ever since Lee Know started to talk about Seungmin and it was obvious.

Lee Know shuddered. Han only called him by his real name when he was beyond exploding point.

There was no way Han was going to want to have sex with him that night.

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Seungmin POV:

  "Do you think this looks good?" Seungmin twirled once, trying to read Jeongin's and Hyunjin's faces.

"You look hot, " Jeonjin smiled, giving a thumbs up.

"I can't say anything unless I want my boyfriend to beat the shit out of me, " Hyunjin's replied. Seungmin took that as a good thing.

  With a sigh of relief, he turned to look at himself in the mirror one more time before grabbing his phone and messaging Wooyoung that they would be on their way momentarily.

  Seungmin was dressed to impress to say the least. He wanted to make a good impression on the group so he wore ripped faded black pants, a yellow cropped hoodie, a black beanie, and high top converse with bees painted on the sides. He completed the look with light makeup and had re-bleached and toned his bangs prior to leaving to give him a cleaner look.

  Out in the hallway, he could hear the bickering from Han and Lee Know. They seemed to be talking about whether Han should dress like a slut.

Seungmin mentally voted no for his own sanity.

  Seungmin mare his way to the front door while the others were gradually gathering. Get grabbed his cost before heading out the door and hopping in to the car. It was going to be driven by one of their managers who was simply there to make sure they wouldn't get in trouble. Seungmin was grateful for no cameras as it was a private party. Atiny nor Stay would ever now this party existed.

  Seungmin waiting for about five minutes, occasionally conversaruing with the manager, before each member filed out if the dorms, piling into the van. To Seungmin's surprise and dismay, Han was wearing a mix between slut and conservative. He wore high ripped black jeans, a red cropped t-shirt that shower off his abs and belly piercing and heavy makeup. He looked hot. Seungmin gulped, turning to look out the window. Change who was sitting next to him on his left, looked at him occasionally, making sure he was okay, which he wasn't.