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The end of his practice came and dear god. No wonder he was chosen to be an idol, he has so much talent, but also. He's a damn good visual. Seeing him all hot and sweaty...I felt myself being mesmerized by him at certain times.
I swear we made eye contact through the mirror, or at least..I think he was looking at me-?
At the end of the practice Scaramouche and Nahida had a private talk of their own. I was stuck in here with the backup dancers, one of the girls came up to me.
"So what's your relationship with Scaramouche hm? He never brings people here for practices. Let alone a girl haha."
"Oh we're friends! He's actually good friends with one of my co-workers, so that's how we met." She seemed sweet, her name was Rosalyn. She also gave me her number, so that we could talk more outside of here.
"So are you specifically a backup dancer for Scaramouche or do you guys do this for all idols?" I said while sitting down next to her as she took a sip of her water.
"Most of us are set specifically to Scaramouche. Once in a while we'll go to other idols. I've been his background dancer a few years after debut."
"Does he ever interact with you guys?"
"Before big performances he'll give us a short 'pep talk' but other than that we won't interact outside of performances. He keeps to himself even with how popular he is."
"That what I've heard from everyone haha. Has he always been like this?" I glance over to where him and Nahida were. He seemed upset, or mad..I can't see from far away.
"Ever since his debut. Some people think he didn't even want to become an idol. But it's stupid if he wanted to be a trainee and debut if he didn't want to be an idol." Rosalyn starts packing her bag and putting on a zip up jacket.
"People just say whatever they want haha. I need to get going, you have my number right?" I looked at my contacts and then nodded.
"Great! We'll chat soon! Have a nice day Y/n."
"Yeah, you too Rosalyn." With that her and the rest of the backup dancers left. Leaving Nahida, Scaramouche and I here in this room alone.
I scrolled through my phone waiting for Scaramouche to be done talking. Going through all my friends social media, looking at the news and seeing how much damage last nights storm cost.
About a few minutes later Scaramouche came over and grabbed his bag.
"Let's go." And with that he was out of the room. I looked back at Nahida and she just told me to let him be. So I did.
"Why were you talking with one of the dancers?" He said while starting the car.
"She came up to me asking why I knew you. She's actually pretty nice, I got her number." He didn't say anything after that. I didn't know what was wrong with him, but I didn't bother trying to ask.
"You know one time you should come to my place. It's not big or fancy but since I went to your house—I thought maybe you would want to come to mine!"
"I don't have the time right now."
"Oh I didn't mean like today! I mean like anyti-"
"I don't have time right now. It's a nice offer but I don't have the time for that." I was confused by what he meant. He didn't have the time to go to my place, but had the time for me to go to his place.
"Right. Sorry." I looked out the window, I don't know what was up with him. I guess this is part of "keeping to himself" that I should know of.
; 20 minutes later ;
We came up to my apartment complex, he parked outside of the main building.
"Thank you for the ride and everything. I'll text you later." He nodded. I got out of the car and made my way up the stairs to my floor. I wanted to understand why he was acting like this, if there was some way I could make him feel better. He didn't make much mistakes, but then again it's a rehearsal it's okay to make mistakes.
Once I got up to my floor I found my keys to my room and went inside. I set everything down on my table and slouched down onto my couch. I got a notification from my phone.
(###)-###-###-####
Today, 3:45pm
Hey Y/n! It's me Rosalyn from td !
Oh hey!
Y/n changed contact to "Rosalyn 🤩"
Are you still with Scaramouche?
No I'm back at my place now He seemed upset so I didn't feel like staying w him longer lol
I nvr know when that man ISN'T upset 😭 The only time I've seen him actually enjoy himself is when he's performing on stage
Do you know why?
Nope☹️ smth w his mother tho I've heard him and Nahida talking before Abt her
Oohh I remember he was upset w her this morning
They always fight lol I'd just give him space.
How do you know sm abt his personal life-?
Lol Me and him used to be close when he debuted
Ohh lol Hey uh I'm gonna go for a bit I'll talk to you soon !
Ah ok bye !
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It felt weird hearing her say that they were close. Everyone I know is or was close with him. Am I just late to the party-?
Should I message him? Maybe he would just get annoyed..but if I don't message him would he think I don't care? Why am I thinking too much about this?
Fuck it.
Scaramouchee 🤩
Today, 3:52pm
Hey uh, you seemed down after ur practice. If you want to talk abt it I'm here to listen. But if you don't you can just ignore this. (Read. 3:58pm)
Ur place tn? I can pick up takeout on the way.
But you said you don't have time for that-? Or am I missing smth?
I Kinda lied lmao. I'm rlly busy and technically don't have the time But I don't want to be stuck in my house tn So can I?
You remember my address Lemme know when ur coming
Thank you.
No problem🫶
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( A.n I'm still sick booooooo
New Scara ff is coming out tho start jumping up and down )
