Logan held me all throughout the night not once letting go
He made me feel safe and was constantly whispering comforting words into my ears
I fell asleep in his arms but woke up to an empty bed which was quite sad
But I can hear voices coming from downstairs
He told them
I don't think I could go through the pain of having to tell everyone again it's hurts to much
Hearing footsteps coming up the stairs I already know it's Soph coming in to see me
She's always the first to check if I'm okay I love that girl so much
As the door opens I see soph standing there with her face red and puffy from crying
Walking over to the bed she lies down with me and pulls me into a hug
"I'm so sorry Cora" is all she says while sniffing in between
I don't even say anything but I just cry in her arms
God I feel like the only thing I do these days is cry
"What were you going to name her?" Soph asks me while running her fingers through my hair
"Jaclyn" I answer quietly it was my sisters name
"Jaclyn after Jaclyn" Soph says and we both laugh together I don't even know why I'm crying because now I've lost both of them
My sister died when I was 18 she was 16 and i was going to take her to come and live with me while I study to creat a better life for us but Jaclyn struggled with drugs in her teens and when I went to go pick her up to leave I found her dead on the bathroom floor
I lost my sister and now I've lost my baby
But I've got my friends who are my family and have always been there for me I was at a point in my life when I thought there was point in continuing it but then I found them all I became happy
Looking up at soph I smile sadly "they would of been best friends like us" I say with another tear rolling down both our cheeks
Jaclyn would of been born a couple months before sophs baby and I just know they would of been best friends
"Cora you need to stop making me cry"
We both laugh and she kisses my forehead "why didn't you tell anyone, why did you suffer by yourself for so long god I bet it must of been touter when I told you I was pregnant" she says with so much sadness in her eyes
"I'm not going to lie it hurt like fuck when you told me and when Luna told me I just feels like the whole fucking world is against me sometimes" I admit to her while laying my head on her chest
Sophia has big boobs and they are comfy to rest my head on
"Well it seems to be Turing in your favour with Logan" Sophia smirks at me and I push her away "stop it Sophia"
"Never you two are meant to be and your gonna get married and have lots of babies then I might have one more baby just so ours can be best friends" she explains to me lighting up the mood
Sophia Is great at that
"So who's having lost of babies and getting married?" I hear a deep voice say Turing out to be Logan
"Well you and Cora of course my babies need some cousins and I need a sister in law so you two better chop chop" she says basically threatening Logan
"Soph-"
"I think we still gotta go on a couple more dates yet Sophia then maybe I'll take you help me pick out a ring" she claps her hands and my cheeks turn red
Logan climbs onto the bed and pulls me in towards him and Sophia looks mad "excuse you why are taking my Cora away from me"
"Because it must not be comfortable for her you've got a baby inside of you"
"I'm actually very snuggly with a baby inside of me I'm not that huge" she throws a pillow at him
"Yeh you are fattie" their relationship is something else and Soph throws another pillow at him "ROWAN" she shouts at the top of her voice and her husbands comes running in with their little boy
Roman runs up to his mum "what's wrong mummy?" He is very protective over his mum
"Uncle Logan is being very mean to me" she explains and Roman gives his uncle a death stare
"Why are you being mean to my mummy ?"he asks not very happy
"I wasn't being mean your mums lying"Logan says trying to get his nephew on his side
"My mummy doesn't lie" Roman exclaims and holds onto his mum really tight not letting go
Logan shakes his head and laughs "he's going to be a nightmare once the baby is born" we all laugh knowing it's true
Hearing more footsteps Luna, James, jaz and Carlos enter the room
"Why does this girl keep on trying to eat my ears?" Carlos asks creeped out
"Because they're to big for your head" James explains to him while taking his daughter off of him
"DADDY" she shouts and hugs him Jane is the biggest daddy's girl ever but James only showers her with love and spoils her every chance she gets so I'm not surprised
"Do you think Jane will be bad when the baby's born?" I ask Luna because we all know Roman will be especially when it comes to sharing soph and Luna probably will be when it comes to sharing James
"Yes" they both answer at the same time
"God I can't even babysit them without wanting to cry I couldn't imagine actually having two of them" Carlos says and jaz laughs
He isn't the biggest fan of kids of course he loves his niece and Neto he's but he just doesn't do well with other kids
Jaz isn't bothered right now about having babies but she's said one day she hopes to have them let's just hope Carlos is onboard as well
"I can't wait till you get jaz pregnant and see what the joys of fatherhood are" Rowan teases him and jaz laughs
"AUNTIE CORA AUNTIE SOPHI" I hear Jane shout on the side of the room that girl is very loud but also very cute
Soph manages to get up off the bed towards Jane "where's my little girl?" She teases
"Mines dead"
Everyone goes silent and they all looked shocked "what it's true?"
Suddenly they all burst out laughing
I love my friends
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After everything
RomanceCora sits down on edge of the bed wiping her eyes I didn't mean to make her cry I walk over to her and sit down next to her and pull her into my side why she sobs hard "You wouldn't understand nobody would fucking understand Logan" she doesn't stop...
