I was a smart kid; I didn't want to be but I am. I got straight A's and this school likes congratulating anyone who got more than 3 A's. at one point I just threw the prize in the trash or gave it to my friend. I never wanted it. And we don't get any choice. We have to accept it. The entire day I was looked down on by students. The teachers praised me. I was stuck in the middle. I hated home too. I never had anywhere I could be me. I don't even know who I am. I quickly got up and ran to class. I don't know what's wrong with me. I tried surviving the lesson, but I couldn't. all I could think about is what's wrong with me. I've always been told that I'm different. Always been told I'm weird, but this is new. I like a boy. I've never been told what is happening. I used to think everything else that was wrong with me was because of everything everyone said but I never got an explanation for this. I don't have an answer for this. The bell went. I packed up fast and bolted home. I then locked myself in my room. I was confused and a bit scared. Why am I like this? I've always wanted to be like everyone else. I tried so hard to be normal, but this was horrible. I was angry, scared, confused. I wanted this to end. I was hurt, I don't know why, I might've been hurt because no one told me what this is. why I would every feel like this but now I don't want to feel this way. I tried hiding it, but I can't. I soon woke up in the hospital.
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Boys will be Boys
RomanceTW// mentions of self harm and sewerslide Harry was just discovering he liked a boy in his grade. he fought with his feeling and abusive dad, he gets outed by someone who he thought he could trust. how will he deal with everything happening?
