I am quite literally able to touch the clouds in my current state.
I used to only have this feeling when I was with you. Not a feeling that comes from love, a feeling that is similar I guess but it's from weed. Yea sorry to break it to you but this is what gives me my creativity. In the beginning every time I did it, it was with him. I cant help but feel like a dog that was classic conditioned into thinking that he was the one giving me that feeling.
My mind is more clear, and after realizing that nobody wants to hear what I think about him at all, I feel lighter.
I understand that I am simply better than you. Even if you aren't the right person for me, somehow I felt like you were.
YOU ARE READING
A final goodbye
Romancethis is a record of some of my conflicting feelings I've been having about this guy I have been a little too into. ill update if I continue to have interactions after I already stopped talking to him. my unspoken failed rizz.
