Im scared.
I think the reason why I like you so is because I'm looking for something to claw my way from my normal. My normal is a dark feeling that encloses me from the world. I feel like it is pathetic to talk about it but my normal sets me back from everything that I want to be and want to have.
What I want is to be happy. And it's not like I see you giving me that. But you give me a distraction. You make me think of something else. The stress you cause covers up some of my feelings.
YOU ARE READING
A final goodbye
Romantizmthis is a record of some of my conflicting feelings I've been having about this guy I have been a little too into. ill update if I continue to have interactions after I already stopped talking to him. my unspoken failed rizz.
