!TW! : physical abuse, SH, and this book will have swearing, yelling and smoking.
It was around 1pm. I was dreading the moment my mother walked threw the door. Either she was gonna beat the shit out of me or just yell at me for 2 hours. Sometimes both. And then, I heard the door unlock. Shit. I had hurt my wrist at school today so it was wrapped up, so like a normal being, I wanted to rest a bit before I did anything so I was on the couch watching TV cause like why not. " Y/n what the fuck are u doing? " damn it.
"Watching TV.. " and just my luck, she was already in a bad mood. "Why the fuck do u think you can just sit around and do nothing? While I do everything? " great. It's one of these arguments. "I hurt my wrist at school. I wanted to rest before I did anything. " (switching to 3rd person I think) u said kind of agitated. "Hm.so you think just because ur arm hurts u can just sit around and be lazy? " this, angered you.
"Well, why not because u do the same thing, all you ever did and still do is get drunk and do nothing, and then u beat the shit out of me because u can't deal with ur own problems. " you know u fucked up saying this but, your used to it. "The fuck did u just say to me? " she said walking up to u as u stood up balling ur fist. "U heard me. I'm ur child. I shouldn't be your fucking punching bag. " (back to first) bam. She hit me. Welcome to the shit show. "You'll do what I say. I didn't choose to have you. I never wanted you. No one did. Because ur a disappointment. " "fuck u. " you then felt a horrid pain in ur ribs. That's gonna leave a mark.
(Sorry for switching from first to 3rd person every five minutes 💀)
ur mother then just starts rapidly hitting u throwing swears the whole way, not even letting u say a word. When she finally got off of u, she just walked out a got a bottle of liquor. Which is normal. U tried ur best to get up and eventually got to wear u could stand, u held on to the wall all the way to ur room. Don't even bother to cry anymore. There's no point.
You sneak out a lot so it's nothing new to you, this time, yr not sure if ur coming back. You pack a good amount of clothes, phone charger, vape charger, (yup) and all the essentials. U turn off everything in ur room, grab ur phone, ur vape (it's a rainbow candy elf bar, it's my favorite elf bar 🙏) and then u prepare urself to jump out the window knowing it's gonna hurt like a son of a bitch. Not like u just cause the shit beat out of u or anything. U say fuck it and then jump (sounds fun) didn't hurt as much as u thought it would, still hurt tho, and then u start walking. You don't know where the fuck ur going, but ur going. You don't plan on coming back either.
A/n: 1st chapter down, sorry it's kinda short I'm currently in the car, I'mma work on the next one when I get bored for now I'mma just read-
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De Todoyooo it's me :) I've decided to write a book again, and I'm gonna make this one a sodo x reader because I haven't seen many that were actually good or that had more then 6 parts, the pronouns for this book will be he/they but feel free to change the...
