Love Poems and Midnight Rain

Fuck You

You are the mud I get on my shoe
The dirt I get on my pants
The dust that makes me sneeze
The tears from my eyes
The goose shit in the park
The black ice coating the ground
The snow turned to mush
You are the biggest waste of time and energy
I hate you
I hate how you left me to cry
I hate how you used me
I hate that you don't care
You don't remember the sleepless nights
The wishing and longing
Cause you used me
You laughed at me
I was crying bleeding screaming and your forgot to reply
You saw the pain, the anguish
But I wasn't worth your time
I tried you only tried if there was something in return
My love was and endless rope of warmth and attention and you cut it with a razor sharp knife not even realizing you left me to fall
Desperate pleas were lost to unmotivated ears
I was just a toy to you
You were everything to me
You were my love
You said I was yours but you were never mine
I was shackled to you watching every lie and cheat seeing you kiss him but not me
You still played with me every so often
Just enough to keep me hoping
Just enough to keep me at your side
Until you forgot to reply
Not even a full thought
Just a slip of the head
I was waiting
You weren't even aware
You might not even be now
Fully immersed in the I don't even give a fuck
To realize I did
But then again you might of known and just didn't want me anymore
I feel so stupid for loving you
I feel so stupid for trusting you with my heart when you already had so many
I just wish you cared enough to apologize or reply