Me and my bf ddot haven't been talking recently. I mean I know he stressing n goin thru shit that I can't imagine going through and mentally I can't be there for him. I never showed my emotion so when people expect me to comfort them when they're feeling some type of way it pushes me away. I feel like I'm not good enough for him.
I was ontw to his house and I was gonna break up with him. I didn't want to but I felt like I had to?
When I got to his house I js wanted to cut straight into it. N not sugarcoat nun. I opened his bedroom door and sat on the edge of his bed
"wsp mami" he said spinning around in his gaming chair
"Why u sitting like that?" He said facing me
"D.." I Said looking down
"D i think we should break up." I said making eye contact. I watched as his pupils got smaller and his face drop. In that moment I regretted my every decision leading up to this
It was quiet for a moment
"I feel like." I took a breath "I feel like I can't be there for you mentally. I know you're going through a lot and I'm sorry but I feel like I'm not helping you enough. I don't want us to be over. I really don't. But I don't think I'm enough for you and if I can't be there for you then it's not gonna work" I said tearing up. I looked at dot n seen tears streaming down his face
He got up and hugged me
"Please mami no. You're all I have . I need you y/n. You can't leave. Please don't leave me" he said sniffling and crying harder now.
"I'm so sorry" I said hugging him back
"You promised. When I got you the promise ring for our 8 month , you promise. To be there through the bad and the good." He said gripping my waist tighter and crying harder
"I love you d. But I can't love u like this." I said
The end🫠
I'm sorry😭
