Fondness || Minsung

Surrender

👇Malaysia: A week later  : HyunSung 👇

Whole of last week Hyunjin had stuck to Han like a vine on the wall... they had a perfect routine .. breakfast at the garden, then play video games, lunch by the pool, evening coffee sitting on the garden swing , a short walk to the near by park , later Han singing or reading Hyunjin a story, then dinner at the terrace and ending the day by going to bed while watching a drama or movie. 

Han was cheerful through the entire week, he was determined to make Hyunjin comfortable, safe and forget about the scandal, his anxiety and worries .. But for Hyunjin just Han staying by his side made him happy, he did not want Han to put that much effort.. just his presence was medicine, his cure.. 

The week passes by in a blink .. Han bought Hyunjin some art supplies, as he loved to paint. Hyunjin was into painting a lot and could immerse himself in the activity for hours.. 

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A Fine evening, Han and Hyunjin were taking their evening walk ... 

Hyunjin: stopped walking.. Thank you .. and I am sorry ... 

Han: few steps ahead, turned around .. huh ? 

Hyunjin: I- I am sorry Hanniee ... I am sorry I was so selfish .. tears filling up his eyes .  

Han: hyung.. hyung .. what's wrong .. what made you sad ? did I do something ?

Hyunjin: Yes .. 

Han: surprised ... I-- I-- I am so--sorry hyung .. I -- don't know .. sorry .. please tell me so that I wont do that again .. 

Hyunjin: Will you ?

Han: ye--yess .. please tell me .. 

Hyunjin: Can you stop looking at that card every night and cry ?

Han: wide eyes .. wh-- whyy,,, How-- how did yo-  you ... 

Hyunjin: falling to down his knees.. sobbing ... I -- I -- am sorry hanniee .. I am so -- so-- sorry ... 

Han: Han sat down to meet Hyunjin' s eye sight .. putting a hand on his shoulder .. Hyung .. please ... tears rolling down his cheeks .. don't worry about that .. I-- I cant say how soon .. but .. the crying will stop ... 

Hyunjin: Hannnaaaaaaaaaa.... shouting .. pushed Han's hand making him fall/sit down on his butt.. Would you please just stop . .. I know -- I know I am miserable.. but you don't have to keep making me feel petty .. 

Han was shocked .. blinking .. confusion written all over his face .. tears falling down at full tilt .. 

Hyunjin: after a very uncomfortable long silence .. taking a deep breath .... both now sitting on the sidewalk .. moved closer to Han and cupped his face.... Hanniee.. you are way too precious to me .. you know that right .. 

Han gave a slow nod... his face wet with tears .. 

Hyunjin: Do you think I don't see how much you are suffering since the day you are back ? 

Han: Hyung .. no . don't worry about -- about that .. I am fine .. see ... giving a weak smile .. 

Hyunjin: Hanna ... we know each other forever now .. you think I cant feel when you are hurt ?? when I proposed you or even when we went on dates .. your eyes were just empty, confused, looking for something ... But --- now .. I see pain .. it feels like a part of you is missing ... your smiles are cheerful but your heart .. pointing at it .. is not ...