Min Yoongi ≈ one shots

Talking to the moon

(this chapter is inspired by Bruno Mars'song 'talking to the moon' )

♪i know your somewhere out there .... Somewhere far away♪

It had been a month since Y/N left the earth and went to heaven . And it's been a month since yoongi started visiting the cliff where all the memories he had with Y/N happened. Both good and bad.

♪ I want you back ..... I want you back ♪

And ever since then , Yoongi start gradually longing for her presence, he touch , her scent , and her melodious voice. He always comes to the cliff, talking to the moon , hoping she's listening somehow.

♪my neighbors think I'm crazy ........... But they don't understand♪

Passer by pedestrians thought he was weird for talking to himself and looking up at the moon. But they don't get the hurt Yoongi is feeling , after the most important person in his life left him , and it's been hard being able to live knowing he had every chance to save her.

♪your all I had ....... Your all I had ♪

When the accident happened, life turned upside down for him. He realized that he lost the love of his life, his shoulder to lean and cry on, the reason for his everyday smile, the light to his darkness, his every priority to stay on earth and cherish the memories with, the person whom he was gonna start a family with , the person who truly makes him happy.

♪At night when the sky lights up my room I sit by my self ♪

Every chance he gets at talking to her , he takes it . He fills her in how he spent his day , and never forgets to tell her how much he loves and misses her , how wished he could be there with her so they could make more memories together forever. And he feels that today he can make his biggest wish possible. To join her outside of earth.

♪Talking to the moon ...... Tryna get to you♪

Today he told her how his day went , and told her that soon they will meet. He told her that she won't have to wait any longer. At that point he knew that he didn't have the strength to be able to hide all the pain he's felt without her by his side. He looked at the bottle of sleeping pills next him before popping a dangerous amount on his hand . He drank them all and swallowed with water. "See you on the other side." Those were his last words as he looked at the moon with his vision slowly blurring. Decreasing the distance that stops them from seeing each other and the amount of time he has left in earth. He smiled when everything turned black, and his last breath was taken .

♪ in  hope's your in the other side talking to me too ..... Or am I fool ..... Who sits alone talking to the moon♪

That's how he woke up to you next to him on your bed. Looking into each other's eyes with live and adoration. "Your finally here." You smiled remembering everything he said to while your were carefully listening but had no way to respond. "I missed you too much to live longer." Yoongi said back to you with tears on the brim of his eyes . "I missed you too . And thanks for filling me in in your day." You smiled sweetly. Yoongi's yes lit up with happiness. "You heard me !?" You nodded and right away he pulled you into a kiss filled with love and passion. The kiss that you've longed for ever since you left.

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Ahhh!!! I crcly wanna cry rn . This is so sweet and sad at the syme time I just couldn't help but cry my shit out . 😭😭💔. This my first sad chapter in the whole book so far and I think something is wrong with me honestly.

QOTD: Do you have depression and if so does anyone know, and how long have you had it?

AOTD: Yesss!!! And no , nobody knows . But I do joke around and say I do when people ask me but they never take it crc they always think it's a joke . Yea so if your reading this . It's the first time I actually crcly confess my depression to anyone. I've had depression for about 2 and a half years now. Since my 7th grade . That's how long I've had depression and this year I'm on to the 9th grade to yea .

Anyways gomawoyeo. Hope you enjoyed this chapter and see you on the next chapter 😊❤️🤘