Chapter 6 : Encounter and Interaction
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In front of my eyes... are the scenes that have been repeated to me over and over again...
It's a scene where I'm committing suicide.
It's shown to me... and experienced to me, over and over again...
And I could not escape from this nor change something about it. I could not change my action.
"aren't you ashamed of ending your life?"
A strange voice keeps whispering mean words to me.
"aren't you ashamed of ending your life?"
I already try to ignore it. but it just keeps talking to me while the scene of me committing suicide is shown to me again. Hence, I have no choice but to respond to it.
"Shut up" I shout at the voice.
But it continues to talk.
"Every living being trying their hardest to survive and yet how could you easily end your own life like that?"
"stop"
"Just because both of your legs are gone it doesn't mean you cannot achieve your dream."
"..."
"Actually, you just used your legs condition as an excuse, aren't you?"
"Enough, go away..."
"You just want a reason to give up so that you will not be seen as a quitter, aren't you? Oh... what a terrible person you are."
"Don't talk... I don't want to hear."
"If your sister knows this... she will be very disappointed in you."
"SHUT UP!!" I scream at the top of my lung.
Then, silence happens. The voice stops talking. But it only lasts for a moment.
"...you truly are a terrible person."
the voice whispers clearly and coldly into my ear. I could feel a chill running down my spine.
But before I could talk back, my visions were changed. And what I see is now a ceiling.
"aa..."
I've waked up.
I hurriedly touch my wrist, and then my neck.
Both of them are fine. Yet, I could have sworn I just feel pain in both of those parts. Or is it just my imagination...?
I let out a sigh.
Ever since I've waked up from yesterday's nap under the tree, I just keep having nightmares.
This was the third time.
The first time was at the nap under the tree I just mentioned, while the second time was when I sleep on the night before. Because of the nightmares, I woke up in the middle of the night. But I managed to go back to sleep. And that is when I have the third nightmare.
Ha. Ha.
I'm pretty sure having nightmares three times in a row is not a natural thing. Especially if the content of those nightmares were the same throughout all of them.
"...how could this happen?"
Why do I keep having nightmares? Is it as punishment for me to commit suicide in my past life? Or is it just any ordinary nightmares?
I wonder...
While deep in my thought, I suddenly hear someone knocking on the door through my bedroom. And then a voice calls upon me.
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