𝐅𝐑𝐎𝐙𝐄𝐍 𝐈𝐍 𝐓𝐈𝐌𝐄 (𝐄𝐫𝐥𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐇𝐚𝐚𝐥𝐚𝐧𝐝)

CHAPTER 18 - KILL ME -

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CHAPTER 18 - KILL ME -

ROSELYN.

"Fuck" he moaned one last time before he came.
I had my eyes closed, while losing countless tears.
At this point, I wasn't even sure if I had any tears left to cry.

He pulled his pants up after he got up from me.
I wasn't able to move because this time it's been even rougher than usual.

Slowly, while in pain, I covered my boobs and turned my body to the side and turned my back on him.
But, it wasn't over.
Suddenly, he grabbed me by my ankles and pulled me down from the bed onto the floor.
I cried out in pain.
He lashed out with his fist and punched me in the face.
I screamed loudly while facing this enduring pain.
He lashed out again and aimed for my stomach.
It was hard for me to breathe.
At this point, I wasn't sure, if it would be better for me to just stop breathing.
To stop trying at all.
Brody got away from me and was hardly breathing.
His anger was still inside of him.
"If I ever find you in another's arms, I'm gonna kill him and you afterwards. Do You understand me?!"
He aggressively yelled into my face, while I laid on the floor, covered in blood.
I was too weak to say, or do anything, so I remained silent.
That seemed to piss Brody off even more.
He grabbed me by my hair and pulled me on my knees.
"Understood?!"

Effortful, I nodded while blood was running down my cheek.
He let go off my head and I immediately fell back down to the floor, because I had no power left inside of me, anymore.
The only thing, I was able to hear were footsteps disappearing.
My eyes got heavy and my body did, too.

With a buzzing head, I opened my eyes, effortful.
Disoriented, I tried to examine the room, which was harder than I thought.
My head and body hurt badly.
I realized, I was in my room.
A look down to my body, made me notice, I was still completely naked.
Naked on the floor with dried blood on me.
In vain, I tried to get up.
I couldn't.
My body hurt too badly.

I tried again and again and again.
Eventually, I managed to get up.
I limped my way to my bed and lied down on it carefully.
Every part of my body hurt.
Tears came back and managed to leave my eyes.
In that moment, I wished, I didn't wake up.
I wished, I would have died on the floor.
Died in shame, but at least not needing to face this pain, anymore.

I put the cold blanket over my body and covered my naked parts.
I had no idea what time it was, but I also didn't really care.
Sleep was what I needed.
At least for a few hours.
And hopefully, I wouldn't wake up in the morning.
And if I did, then at least with less pain.

- Next morning -

My body shaking, woke me up.
I was cold because the only thing that helped to keep me warm was this blanket.
Hesitatingly, I opened my eyes and was blended by sun rays.
Carefully, I sat up.
Immediately, I felt pain in my stomach, but also my vagina.
I closed my eyes, in pain.
You got this, Roselyn.

Slowly, I got up from the bed and walked into the bathroom.

I stood in the shower and watched the now fluid blood disappear in the shower.
It was hard to breathe normally, because it hurt too much.
This pain was nearly unbearable.

After a while in the hot shower, I wrapped a towel around my body and stepped out of the shower.
When I got close to the mirror, I gasped for air.
My eyes were red and my face was puffy from crying.
Near my eye there was a huge bruise, which hurt by even looking at it.
Carefully, I placed my hand on it and felt tears coming back.
How could he do that to me?
How did it deserve this?