Bound To You

eight

The road trip home was silent, every one of us exhausted from staying up all night. I yawned as my grip on the steering wheel tightened, looking in the rear view mirror to see George's head laying in Kiaras lap, her head leaned back as she slept. Behind them was Sapnap and Dream leaning against one another as their quiet snores flowed through my ears.

"Tired?" Wilbur asked. He refused to sleep in case I needed to switch, telling me it was safer to have both the driver and passenger awake.

"What?" I asked, pulling myself out of my thoughts, "oh, no, I'm okay. Thank you." His hand slipped into mine as he rested them on my lap.

"Are you sure you're okay? Something seems off." He persisted. I went to speak but my voice faltered, "Talk when we get home?" He spoke up, stealing the words right out of my mouth as I refocused on the road.

What am I supposed to do?

One one hand I had Wilbur. The man did everything in his power to make me happy, did all the little things, always tried to have a smile on my face. And I'll admit I did fall for him quickly, he made me feel safe, secure. Being with him was like sitting by a cozy fireplace during the winter.

Then we have Sapnap, who was the opposite. He was like the first breath of air you breath after being underwater. Without it, you'd die. The first person I've ever truly loved. I couldn't help but to feel drawn to him, like I was just bound to be with him. But I didn't know if there would be enough glue in the world to fix my shattered heart, or if he'd be able to find all the pieces I've lost.

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"And we are home!" Wilbur cheered from the drivers seat as we all stirred awake, "You coming over?"

"Yeah, I gotta unpack then I'll be there." Kissing him on the cheek I got out of the van and opened the sliding door. Seeing my brother and Kiara still cuddled on the seat I smacked his leg, "That's disgusting."

They woke up and gave me strange looks, then looked to one another and awkwardly pulled away. It's not that I didn't want them together, I just knew that if anything were to happen I wouldn't be able to choose sides. Kiaras love language is words of affirmation and George...well he's George.

Everyone piled out of the van and got their belongings from the trunk. Wilbur then got into his own car and drove home, but not before giving me a kiss purposely in front of Sapnap.

"Cute, your little boyfriend is jealous of me." Sapnap chuckled to himself and I smacked his arm.

"Y'know what?" I stopped, yanking his arm back by his sweatshirt, pulling him towards me, "You broke me. You fucking broke me. That man is trying to fix the girl you hurt so bad she couldn't even look at herself in the mirror for months!"

Our friends' jaws dropped as I yelled at Sapnap and honestly I didn't know where it was all coming from, but my chest felt lighter after it did, "So one more comment, one more glare, one more small little laugh about my relationship and I'll happily let you stay in some dirty hotel."

"Y/n, I'm sorry—"

"I've heard that phrase come out of your mouth one too many times, save it." I cut him off, dragging my suitcase, full of both me and Kiaras things, along the sidewalk and up the stairs of my apartment. Watching as everyone stood in shock at my outburst.

While everyone was busy unpacking their duffel bags I snagged my keys off the table, "Where are you going?" Dream asked.

"Wilbur's, I won't be gone long." Before anyone else could ask silly questions I let the house, slamming the door shut behind me.