Hate || Marilyn x reader

Matcha

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"...She smiled and closed her eyes. I listened to her breathing and when it became quieter, I closed my eyes as well..."

Marilyn pov:
I knocked on Y/n's door because I wanted to check on her. I know I shouldn't but in all 'Enemy to lover's' books I've ever read, the hated one never leaves the hating one alone, until they like them. I tried exactly that; without wanting to be lovers tho of course.
'Of course'

„Hey Y/n I just wanted to che-„ I stopped talking when I saw Larissa and Y/n cuddled up together sleeping in her bed. I must've woken Larissa up because I could see her slowly opening her eyes „Marilyn what are you doing?" She asked while rubbing her eyes. I didn't know what to say, the only thing I knew was 'I wanted to be in her place' What was I thinking what was happening to me?! „I just wanted to check on Y/n about what happened" I said „She's fine, but she won't be able to continue her left classes for today" She said while getting up and putting on her shoes „Oh" Was all I could think of saying, so I just walked out

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Y/n pov:
I slowly opened my eyes to see nobody beside me? I got my phone from the nightstand and texted Larissa

You
You said u'll be here when I wake up -send 19.38

Rissa 🫶🏻
I know I'm sorry love, how about dinner at my office? ❤️ -send 19.40

You
Omw -send 19.40

I shut my phone and changed into my sleeping clothes, I basically ran to Weems office and barged in once I got there „The food came fast" I said as I looked at the food that was already placed on the little table in front of her fireplace „No, I just ordered before I asked you because I knew you wouldn't say no" She started laughing and so did I. We both sat down on her couch and ate our food while talking about things. Once we finished eating she wrapped her arm around my shoulder and pulled me in her side „I love you y'know that?" She said suddenly „I love you too Rissa" I said as I cuddled more into her. I closed my eyes and apparently fell asleep again because the next day I woke up in her bed. It wasn't the first time so it didn't took me much time to know where I was. I looked up to see that Weems was still asleep, I tried to be quiet when I got out of her bed „Stayy" She whined out „You really missed me huh?" I asked grinning „Yes, it was boring without you and I was alone" She said „I was alone too" I said, remembering that I had really no friends back in the past two years „Perfect, so you gonna stay?" I laughed and cuddled back into her arms „What time is it" She asked „7.30" "Shittt we gotta get up" She groaned and sat up "Get ready therapy is early today" I said nothing because I knew I would lose anyway. I walked in her bathroom and she followed behind me, we both brushed our teeth + applied our make up. I hugged her goodbye "You got this, I'm proud of you" she said as she kissed me on the head. I smiled and walked in my shared dorm to put my clothes on.

I walked through the hallway and took a deep breath before I knocked on Thornhill's door. She opened and it seemed like I had woken her up because she was still in her sleeping clothes
"Y/n? What are you doing here?" She asked while she rubbed her eyes 'Damn she looks hot without her glasses' Wtf am I thinking?! She was still annoying as hell tho "You're supposed to drive me to therapy" I said, sounding as emotionless as I could "Oh shit right, I totally forgot I'm sorry." I nodded and she walked back in her room but left the door open "Oh uh you can come in if you want to" I stepped inside her room and closed the door "Only because it's cold in the hallway" I said, she smiled and walked in her bathroom but of course not without tripping. I sighed and handed her her glasses that were still laying on her nightstand "You really are even more helpless without them huh?" She laughed and thanked me. I sat on the toilet lid and watched her brushing her teeth and then I also watched her, applying her make up. She looked so stupid while she did that. I didn't noticed that she had walked out of the room and came back with clothes in her hand "Can you go out I'm just gonna change real quick" I went red out of embarrassment and just walked out very quickly.

"So you ready?" She asked once she grabbed her car keys. I nodded and followed her to her car. The ride was luckily silent so I didn't had to talk to her. She pulled up in front of Kinbott's therapy house thing „You'll be waiting right?" I asked her „Yeah of course" She said smiling at me „Sad" with that I shut the door and went up to my therapist.

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I walked out of the office and took my phone out of my pocket since I got a message

Yoko
Yo u hangin w me nd the girls later?" -send 8.42

You
Yeah let's say 1pm -send 9.38

I then also texted Weems

You
Heyy just wanted to let u know therapy was fucking boring 🤗 -send 9.39

I put my phone back in my pocket once I saw the car were the redhead was sitting. She didn't notice me because she was too focused on her phone so I ignored her and walked to the weathervane to grab something to drink. I ordered but Tyler is stupid and gave me the wrong drink 'A match latte? Ugh I hate these'
I didn't say something tho. I walked outside and saw Thornhill standing in front of the doors of the weathervane, she must've seen me "Y/n you're already back?" "Yes I am" I answered "Watcha got there?" She asked as she looked at the matcha in my hand "Matcha latte they gave me the wrong order, I hate these" "Ohh I love them" She said 'Of course you do' I thought to myself. I looked at her and smiled "Then you take it, bitch" I said and let the matcha fall in the trash next to me, without looking at her I walked away and sat in her car. It took her a good 5 minutes to return to the car too so I took my phone out again and saw that Larissa had texted back

You
Heyy just wanted to let u know therapy was fucking boring 🤗 -send 9.39

New message

Rissa 🫶🏻
I thought you would say that 🤣 -send 9.59

I put my phone down once I heard someone start the engine, I looked up to see Thornhill in the car again. She was so quiet I didn't even noticed her shutting the door, but I did notice her red puffy eyes and the tears that had fallen off of her cheeks. But she didn't say anything. I raised my eyebrow and looked at her "Seriously?" I asked her "What Y/n? WHAT?" I never heard her scream, I didn't even know she could do that. I looked at the ground feeling a little guilty "Nothing" "Y/N I TRIED SO HARD OKAY SO HARD TO TRY AND DO SOMETHING THAT YOU WOULD JUST FINALLY FUCKING LIKE ME. I JUST DONT GET WHY YOU HATE ME SO MUCH" She screamed at me or more like cried out "What did I ever do to you?" She now whispered. I don't know what had overcome me but I hugged her. Yes I fucking hugged the woman I hate "Nothing" I said as I hugged her even tighter "I'm just a horrible person" I added. She buried her face in my shoulder and sobbed, very loud. I didn't say anything, I didn't know what I could say. I was just there. It's the least I could do after treating her like this. I still hate her but deep down I know that I don't.

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I got nothin to say to this chapter except that y/n's a fuckin copy of myself and thats prolly not good 😭

Word count: 1436

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