Hate || Marilyn x reader

Alone

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Tw: self harm

"..."Do you want to talk about it?" I shaked my head and continued sobbing heavily. Weems held my body close to hers and comforted me until I cried myself to sleep..."

Y/n pov:
I woke up and still felt as numb as yesterday. I climbed on top of Larissa and rested my head in the crock of her neck to sleep a little more, since it was weekend. After some time, I woke up again due to someone stroking my hair. „Good morning my love, how are you feeling?" I looked up to see Larissa glaring at me concerned „Dead" I responded before letting my head fall down again „Do you wanna tell me what happened?" She asked and I hesitated before nodding slowly „Well Marilyn broke up with me, before we were even together" I spoke slowly „What why?" Weems asked shocked „Yesterday when I went back to my dorm, I saw a note." Larissa nodded and gestured me to continue "And when I opened it, it said 'I know your secret' then I went to tell Thornhill  that and she repeatedly told me to leave" I said all in one breath "Ohh darling" Larissa put her arms around my small body on top of her and kissed my forehead "What do I do now" I cried out "You give her time honey, if she really loves you she will come back" I nodded „Do you want me to stay in bed with you today?" Larissa asks sweetly „Mhm" I nodded and smiled a little at her „Okay I'm gonna order breakfast to my office" She went to grab her phone but I pulled her back by her sleeve „I don't feel like eating" I said quietly „I know honey but please try to eat a little for me okay?" I looked at her but nodded slowly.

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„Here darling, remember I'm here for you" Larissa said as she handed me my food. I took it, along with her hand „Just a little, you got this" She told me again and I sighed. Tears started rolling down my face as I pushed my plate away „I'm sorry Rissa I can't do this" I shook my head and turned around so she couldn't see my tears, but she already noticed and grabbed my jaw gently „Don't you ever apologize for that Y/n. You can't and that's okay, we can try anytime you're ready to, okay?" I nodded and leaned against her body. She put the food on her table and went back in bed „Try and get more sleep okay?" I laid down and she cuddled me after kissing my forehead „You're loved" She whispered in my ear „Why did she left me then?" I whispered back „Because she's scared, she doesn't want you getting into any trouble" I wiped more tears away and closed my eyes without any other comment.

Weems pov:
When I looked at the girl, I can't help but think back to the time were Morticia broke up with me. How I felt, it was terrible. But seeing her struggling to eat, with self harm and all that stuff breaks my heart even more.

When I was sure Y/n was fully asleep, I carefully got out of bed and went into my office that's connected to my bedroom. I started doing some work until it got late. When I was almost finished the door opened „I'm going to my dorm" Y/n says quietly while walking out „Wait, don't you wanna watch a movie or so?" I asked her but she just shook her head. I didn't want her to be alone because god knows what she would do, she would probably freak out. „Y/n if you need anything you come to me" She gave me a little smile and closed the door behind her. I let out a heavy sigh ‚When will something good happen to this girl?' I thought to myself.

Y/n pov:
I opened the door to my dorm and again, I was alone. I didn't mind it tho because I wanted to be alone, but I dont think that that is save for me right now. I let myself sink to the floor and cry. I hugged my knees and sobbed my heart out, thinking of Marilyn.

Deep down I know that I deserved it, I was an idiot towards her and she deserves something better than a burden who can't control what they do. When I cried all my tears out, till I had no more left, I looked over to my bathroom where I had placed my blades last, I stood up and closed the bathroom door behind me, before opening a drawer where they were in. I got one out and started drawing lines on my arms. I moved the blade down to my wrist, but when I was about to cut, it knocked on the door. I quickly rolled down my sleeve and wiped my tears away.

„What took you so long?" Wednesday asked annoyed as I opened the door „Sorry" Enid and Wednesday stepped in our dorm and took their places on their bed. „Where were you all day?" Enid asked „Oh uhm I was in Larissa's office" „Did you cry?" She got up and rushed over to my bed „N-no" My voice broke and tears threatened to spill out „Aww what happened?" Enid pulled me in a hug, that I was to tired to escape from. „Enid" Wednesday warned her „I need to, I've never seen her cry" Wednesday, sighed „Why are you crying" „I can't tell you I'm sorry" „Is it because of Xavier?" I shook my head. Enid laid down with me still in her arms, I looked at her confused „What are you doing?" „Comforting you" She said innocently, I sighed and gave in. I laid my head on her chest and let her stroke through my hair „You gonna tell me someday right?" „Maybe" I listened to Wednesday's typewriter and fell asleep to it.

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A/N!!!!!

Its been so long im sorry!! But i really dont like this story anymore so i lost the motivation to write.

Also ive been caught up in writin my new story!!

I'm also thinking about to just let y/n die so i can end this story

Word count: 1066

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