The pizza arrived, and we all sit down at the table.
I sit down next to Rafaella, and Jota comes sitting next to me.
"Is this seat taken" he asked smiling.
"Sit down Jota" i replied chuckling.
I grab myself some pizza, and start chatting with Jota ans Rafaella.
I could feel Neymar's eyes on me, as i adjust my hair a little.
My phone was buzzing like crazy for the past 10 minutes or so.
I look down at it and see 5 Instagram messanges from Lucas.
'For god sake' i whisper to myself and walk away for a sec.
"I really miss you Isa"
"Let's work things out"
"Please"
"Do you want me to beg? Cuz im ready to"
"Please just answer me"
I read the text, and a tear rolls down my cheek.
How could he be so sorry if he kicked me out in a heart beat.
"Everything ok" i hear a voice behind me say.
I turn around and see Neymar looking worried at me.
"Amor what's wrong" he asked as he saw i was crying.
"Fucking Lucas" i replied quickly wiping my tears away.
He quickly wraps his arms around me, and calms me down.
"I need to go" i whispert holding on to him for a little longer.
"I'll bring you home" he said getting my jacket.
"I wanna take a walk" i replied as i put my jacked back on.
"You sure" he asked looking at me in the eyes.
"Yes im sure thanks for today Ney" i said and gave him a kiss on his cheek.
I waved bye to everybody, and walked out.
I started walking towards home, as my phone buzzed once again.
"Text me when you get home" it was a text from Neymar.
I blushed and put my phone away.
'God damn' i whisper to myself.
I was starting to catch feelings wasn't i.
Shit.
I looked on my watch, it was still 8 pm.
I turned around and started walking towards Lucas's house.
I needed to get my stuff and close this off for good.
I arrived at his place, and rang the bell.
Lucas opens the door and lights up immediately.
"Isabel" he whispered.
"Im here to take my stuff.. please don't make it harder then it already is" i replied stepping back a little.
"Come in" he said stepping aside to let me in.
I walked towards the bedroom as he stopped me "please sit down for a minute... just... please" he whispered.
I sit down and look at him walk to the kitchen.
"You want something to drink" he asked.
"Water is fine" i replied and looked around the house.
He cleaned up the mess he made the day of the fight.
At least he keeps the house clean.
He walks back towards me with a glass of water "here you go" he said smiling placing the water down infront of me.
"Thanks" i replied.
"I can't stay long Lucas i really just need some stuff and head back home" i added sipping on my water.
"This is your home Isa" he softly said looking at me.
"No Lucas this is your home... im not coming back" i replied shaking my head.
"Please just give me one more chance" he said grabbing my hand.
"Why should i" i replied looking at him "you where done putting up with me those were your own words Lucas" i added taking my hand back.
"I should've never said that baby i'm so sorry" he said as his eyes started tearing up.
This for real was the first time i saw tears in his eyes.
Was he really sorry...?
"Please baby" he whispered coming closer to me trying to kiss me.
I kiss him back.
But it didn't feel right.
"Lucas i can't" i whisper closing my eyes.
"Why" he asked looking me in the eyes.
His beautifull blue eyes.
"It's maybe better if i go" i said getting up.
"Can i at least have a hug" he asked as tears rolled over his cheeks.
I hugged him, i started to tear up a bit.
This was really it.
"I will get you a bag for your stuff" he stutters walking away.
This hurt me, but is was for the best.
He came back with a bag, and i started to pack my stuff.
"Can i help... with anything" he asked.
"I got it Lucas" i replied and he walked out of the room.
I started crying by myself packing my stuff.
I've never felt like this, i was so mad at him but still it really hurts.
I know he was or is sorry for whatever happend, but i can't stay with him after that.
I stumble upon a picture of Neymar and i at a bar down town.
I didn't even know i still had this picture.
I wipe my tears away, and close up the bag.
This is everything... i guess.
I walk out of the room, and see Lucas with a beer still with tears in his eyes.
"This is it" i whisper as i place my bag by the door.
"If i find anything i will mail it to you" he said quickly wiping his tears away.
I hugged him, and he hugged me back tighter.
"Im so sorry Isa" he whispered as i let go of him.
"Goodbye Lucas" i said grabbed my bag and walked out.
