Broken hearts

10

It's been a week simula ng magpaalam kami kila Tito at Tita. It's been a week since he has been avoiding me.

Pupunta ako ulit sa condo niya para ipagluto siya. Then after nito I will go to my office. That has been my routine before kapag hindi ako busy pero ngayon ginagawa ko na to everyday.

"Sof, you've been doing this everyday...ok lang naman ako" sabi niya sakin ng makita niya ako.

"Kung ok ka, kumain ka dito" sabi ko sakanya at tinuro yung hotdog sa lamesa.

"Diba you know kung pano magluto ng egg?" I asked him and he nodded.

Tinuruan ko siya dati kung paano magluto ng mga delata at iba pa na madali lang naman gawin.

Pumunta siya sa tabi ko at niluto yung itlog. Madali lang to dahil non-stick din naman yung pan. "It's done" sabi niya saakin.

"This is yours" He said and I smiled. Natatandaan niya pa na I like malasado eggs.

"May Ice Cream jan" He said and I nodded. Kumain kami ng sabay at siya nadin ang naghugas dahil ako na daw yung nagluto.

He washed the dished while I eat the ice cream. The truth is hindi ako mahilig sa Ice Cream pero dahil lagi niya akong binibigyan ay naging paborito ko na ito.

"Aalis na ako" sabi ko and I looked at his eyes na pilit niyang iniiwas saakin.

His eyes were guilty.

But I didn't know why.

"Can we have a date today?" Tanong niya saakin. It's been a month since his parents died.

"Of course, babe" I said at hinawakan ang kamay niya.

Dinala niya ako sa restaurant para kumain. It has the city lights as the view. Ang ganda!

"Sof, you'll be great" bigla niyang sinabi and I didn't know kung ano yung context.

"Kaya mo naman pala eh, sana all"dagdag niya pa at natawa na ako.

"Sana all? Where did you learn that"

"Sa internet" sabi niya and I laughed at him.

"I miss you" bulong ko sakanya as I kiss his neck.

He was not as wild and fast as before but I also like this. He was taking it slow.

"I fucking love you, Sof..." I was panting as he kiss every inch of me.

We made love, I missed him.

"Sof, may gusto ka ba?"

"You know that I only like to spend time with you. Hindi na kailangan ng kung ano man" I hugged him.

He breathe heavily.

Dati he loves hugging pero ngayon ako yung mag nag initiate but it's ok. I loved hugging him.

"Sof, I'll be gone...for a while" sabi niya bigla saakin.

"Saan? Ilang araw?" Tanong ko

"US for a week maybe or two. May kailangan ayusin don" sabi niya and I nodded at him.

"Pasalubong" I told him and kissed his lips.

He kissed my forehead and hugged me so tight akala mo naman yun na yung huling hug namin.

To: babe ❤️
I miss you.

Unang araw palang na wala siya I miss him. Mabilis naman yung araw dahil marami akong nagawa. I didn't have to go to his house to eat first or have any special breaks just to talk to him. I was just focusing on finishing the job.

but I was not happy.

He was my safe place. Siya yung pahinga ko.

Gigising akong pagod, uuwi akong pagod. Two more days and I can finally recharge. Isang yakap niya lang panigurado mawawala yung pagod ko.

I miss you, David.

"I miss you!" Yakap ko agad sakanya and he hugged me too.

I touched his face at tinitigan yung mata niya parang wala pa siyang tulog.

"You should rest now...kakain tayo mamaya" sabi ko sakanya and he nodded.

"What happened?"

"It was fixed natagalan nga lang." Sabi niya while we eat. Nagluto ako ng Sinigang.

"Did you eat well?"

"Not really, I missed your cooking" sabi niya and I smiled at him.

"Ikaw? You looked thinner" he touched my cheeks.

"Oo naman, maayos" pagsisinungaling ko. Dahil wala siya hindi na ako kumakain ng breakfast at hindi din on time ang kain ko.

"Date tayo" niyaya niya ako.

Isang linggo nalang anniversary na namin. Ano kayang magandang regalo?

We were in our beach and it brings me back to the time we always go here. Wala namang nagbago I still feel relaxed.

I don't know why but he was extra clingy. He keeps on kissing me, not that I don't like it pero nakakapanibago.

"Grabe naman yung yakap mo...hindi naman ako mawawala" I joked at him.

I saw how his eyes started tearing up. "Ok ka lang?" Bakit siya umiiyak?!

"Napuwing ako may pumasok na sand can you blow it?" Sabi niya at kinamot ang mata.

"I love you always and forever" He said and again we became one.

I gave David myself again and He did the same to me again. Sabi nila may seven year itch pero hindi ko to ramdam kasi nandito yung mahal ko sa tabi ko.

Mahal ako at Mahal ko.

"David please uhhh" I pleaded. He licked me but sabi niya ay magbihis na daw ako.

"Please what, Sofia?" Why does his voice sounds more sexual as usual?

"Make love to me" I answered as I kiss him.

Lumuhod ako at tumitig sakanya pero agad niya akong pinatayo. "You won't kneel before me, never Sof, never".

Tumayo ako at siya ang lumuhod. He licked me again before inserting his big member to me. Sa kama, sa CR, sa bawat sulok ng kwartong to ay nagawa na namin. But I can never get enough him. Masyadong masarap kahit sa una ay masakit.

"Always remember that I love you, Sof." David told me as he kiss my forehead.