Loser | Beomgyu x Reader

Chapter 7

Beomgyu

"I don't really care about your money, is asking for a simple ice cream means that I'm greedy? If so, here." She said handing Me the money of the ice cream.

"Wa-i didn't mean that!" I said while she stormed off. Shit, I messed up. Why did I accuse her for saving me for my money?

Ahhhhhhh my head is aching.

I can't just stay here.

I ran back to her. She avoided me but then I held her wrist tightly not letting her go.

"What do you want?" She sighed.

"I'm really sorry, I didn't mean that at all. It's just that- I'm used to people using me for my money, I'm really sorry. I truly am" I let go off her wrist. It sounded like I was begging her. But for what? Friendship? Yes. She acted like a true friend to me. Though we didn't hang out that much, I see something in her.

"Why the hell would you be friends with people who want you for your money?" She asked still furious. Looking at me with the her beautiful eyes who had the "wth!?" Emotion in it. She did Care. I did too.

"Because, I feel lonely.." I said looking at her who had changed her furious stare into a worried face.

"How unprofessional of you" she said dragging me to a dark alleyway. "Stay here" she said and went to a market. I saw her picking out all kinds of snacks. Chips, skittles, energy drinks, ice creams and chocolate bars. She paid for them at the checkout and came out the market door smiling and jumping.

She sat down next to me putting the plastic bag full of snacks and sweets to the middle.

"Here you go" she took out two energy drinks and handed one to me. We chit-chatted as we ate our snacks. I found out that she has mommy issues. I don't have any family issues but I do have problems trying to find real friends.

It felt like she was already a real close friend.

"Oh, it's already late, I better go, see you tomorrow loser!" She said as she grabbed her bag and ran off a separate way.

We still hadn't ate all of the snacks so there was still a lot of left there. I grabbed the plastic bag full of sweets and went back to my home.

I looked at the time which was
12:43 AM..wow we did talk a lot I guess.

I placed the plastic bag on my desk and dressed out of my uniform.

I wore a white t-shirt and black shorts. I really didn't Care about homeworks, but I had to pack my books at least.

I packed my books and went back to bed. Wrapping myself with my blanket and falling asleep.

Y/n

I came home and got dressed up into my pajamas. It was already
1 AM. I sat on my desk and took out my homework. I took out my pencil and erasers and started doing my homework.

Things were getting difficult to solve. But I had the hang of it. I got ready incase I had to present in class.

I finally finished my homework and closed the book. I placed it in my bag and packed the rest of my books. I zipped my bag and jumped on the bed covering myself with my comfy blanket that made me think I was safe.

I fell asleep as soon as i placed my head on the pillow.

I was too tired to think about anything. Expect for him. Beomgyu. For some reason he was a special one for me. He understood all of my problems. And I understood his. We both had our problems.

I suddenly remembered his voice and his beautiful eyes...

Wait. What the heck?

Snap out of it.

I opened my eyes to look at the time. It was 3 AM so I just went back to sleep closing my eyes.

The next morning

I heard my alarm go off. Every single day the same thing.
Wake up, school, homework, sleep. It just keeps repeating.
I have nothing to do in life. Sounds like I was born to study and become successful. I wasn't born to have fun and hang out with my friends.

I went to take a shower.

The hot water that hit my body which calmed me down a lot.
It felt like I was reborn, to an amazing life. A loving family, a lot of friends and a mom that truly loves you.

I snapped out of the thoughts and got out of shower wrapping myself with a towel. I dryed my hair and got dressed into my uniform.

I got my bag and went down the stairs.

"Goodmorning sweetheart!" My dad said.

"Hey sis" my brother said. He would usually stay at his own house but he decided to visit us.

"Hey heesung" I waved at him. Even if mom liked him more, I never hated him. I always cared for him and he cared for me.

"I made waffles for my special two" dad said placing the waffles on the table. I smiled at my dad and sat down next to heesung.

"How's school going?" I asked heesung.

"You know, since mother is gone, I feel less pressured. I can focus on my studies without thinking I will fail mother" he said taking a bite of his waffles.

"Same goes to Me, it feels good to not have her around for a while. She always expects the best" I said to him.

"Let's just be happy for a month and hang out however we want until mother comes home, since this chance comes only once in a while" he said. I responded by nodding my head and taking a bite of the waffles my dad has made us.

We finished the waffles and heesung dropped me off at the school.

"Yo loserrr!!" Beomgyu waved. Eunchae pushed beomgyu and ran towards me.

"Y/n!!!!!" She came running. She hugged Me tightly. I hugged her back. It's like we haven't seen eachother for decades. But I did miss her voice. It's really cheerful and helps me with my mood.

"Alrightt, move" Beomgyu came and pushed eunchae away breaking our hug. "Hey Y/n!" He waved. I waved back at him and he smiled at me. Those butterflies in my stomach starting flying CRAZY.

I smiled and waved back at him keeping it cool.

Beomgyu

I looked at her eyes who were saying something else. Seeing her made my day a hundred times better. She was so beautiful. It made my eyes hurts. I could stare at her for an hour and never get bored of it.

"Let's go to class" she said as she kept on walking. Eunchae trailing behind her. I also went behind them.

I ran up to Y/n to tell her about the training we have after class.

"Y/n, were gonna have to leave class early, the teacher already knows about it and will let us go early since we have training" I said as I put my hand on her shoulder.

"Got it, I'll Meet you there then." She saluted and ran. Eunchae running behind her again.