Loving him is Red✔️

Nine

After what happens, he finally unlocked the door and he left me alone just like that. I fell asleep that day after I finished cleaning up his mess! I was so tired and weak.

It's been two days since the day he punished me. I don't know why he was so mad. Two days he didn't go home and I feel so relieved.

I am learning to cook and watching tutorials in YouTube and think God I'm a fast learner. There's a lot of stock of food in the fridge.

It was already evening when I decided to go in a kitchen and have some water in a glass. I feel so dehydrated like I need more glass of water.

I was about to leave and go upstairs when someone stopped me, the entrance of the door suddenly opened.

I feel scared, I know it's him and to my surprise he wasn't alone.

There's a woman beside him clinging in his arms.

She's beautiful and has a body curve. I admit she's sexy, oh who is she?

I was not ready when she suddenly kiss Red in front of me. Oh God! I'm innocent, why she needs to kiss him this way? Really in front of me! Red kiss her back when he noticed my presence. Damn. I can't stand seeing them like that so, I turn around.

"Who is that young woman?"

She asked sweetly to Red.

"Oh that trash! She's our servant."

Red said that uninteresting.

Here we go again, why I am so affected? When I know the truth that am not.

Maybe because of the fact he never likes me.

"Oh you're so mean babe."

I guess that girl is Red girlfriend.

"Don't mind her, come with me upstairs."

He dragged her upstairs and I was stunned in a moment.

It did not sink in to me that I just witnessed how Red kissed a girl. Damn. Forget it self!

I don't understand why my heart is acting like this.

Like a horse racing game, it so fast.

I did not realize that i was holding my breath. Why I have this feeling that I don't like what I saw?

I feel weak and it's a weird a feeling tho.

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In the next morning his girlfriend left early. I did not even get a chance to know her since she's my brother's girlfriend.

I cooked breakfast and I can't moved on last night. I did not get enough of sleep. That wasn't well.

Red was in the middle of the stairs and he coming in the kitchen when I offer him a breakfast.

"I-I c-cooked breakfast, let's eat."

I said nervously.

He ignored me.

He got a bottle of mineral water in a fridge and drink it.

Damn! I just realized that he's topless and he look so sexy while drinking water. WHat?!!! Why did I said that! Oh God! Is this because I saw him kissing a woman?!! am I perv now?! No way!

"Was she your girlfriend? You two kissed last night."

He throws the mineral bottle in the trashcan and face me.

"Stop talking to me, your presence irritates me."

I ignored what he said.

"C-can we at least be friends brother?"

I don't know what i was thinking but I want to make it up to him for mom.

He come closer to me and give me a serious look.

"Why are you so stubborn? How many times do I have to tell you stop calling me that way?!"

I shallowed hard and suddenly scared of him. His voice raised and I don't want him to be mad.

"O-oh God Red I'm sorry. I just can't say your name cuz I look disrespectful because you are my older stepbrother."

He tried to calm down

Remember that Red is 5 years older than me!

"The next time you call me that again, I'm warning you, you'll regret it."

Was he really annoyed every time I call him brother.

"-and I don't have a girlfriend."

He added.

And now he turned his back and my eyes follow him walking out the door.

She's not his girlfriend but why he kiss her back and not push her away or stop her.

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I wrote this story in Tagalog/Filipino, that's why slow update cuz it's so hard to translate in English :D