Loving him is Red✔️

Thirty

I wiped my tears when Red and Mascov is coming back.

"Everything are good now and they can start working "

Said by Engineer Mascov

"Oh thank God! Smooth conversation we don't have a problem anymore. We just have to wait for a months or maybe years."

My mother happily said.

"Exactly, since I'm done here. I'll go ahead, I still have some works to do."

Red said and the he look at me.

"Sure architect, I'm glad to finally met you in person."

"Thanks ma'am."

Red smiled he was about to turn his back when I caught his wrist.

"Can you give me a ride."

He's lil bit surprise to hear that.

He just nodded.

Something strange about him or maybe I was just assuming.

When we were inside the vehicle we were both silent in a minute.

"Can we talk.."

I said out of nowhere.

"Okay, if it was about what happened in the office.. I'd like to apologize."

He seems so sincere.

"Um no, not that, I want to ask you something."

I heard him sighed.

"Okay but first I need to take you home."

I just nodded.

After a few minutes we arrived right in front of my condo.

"What is your going to ask me."

I bit my lower lip.

"I now forgive you for all."

He went silent.

"I know what you have been through ever since you were a kid before I came into your family."

We are both victims of our parents mistakes.

"What are you talking—"

I cut him off.

"You were mean to me cuz you grew up without a father—-"

I jump when he suddenly shout.

"Enough! That's not part of your business!"

Did I get him mad?

"Yes! Why not? You became bitter cuz of your father's affair."

He backed down.

"That's why you grew up like that! You become a heartless."

I saw his fist clenched.

"Are you insulting me?!"

I shook my head and smiled.

"No, I already understand you."

He look confuse to me

"That's why I forgive you."

He made a fake laugh.

"H-how did you know about that!"

Red couldn't believe me.

Instead of answering him I take a step to hug him that made him stunned.

"You hate birthdays.. you hate celebrating incomplete."

I know that's the exact reason and I feel sorry for him cuz their dad abandoned them cuz he was having an affair with my mom.

"You never accept me as your lil step-sister cuz she died without a father and you can't replace her in your heart. I know how much you love her..."

I couldn't help to cry. I'm so sad and broken inside.

"I'm so sorry Red... I'm so sorry.."

I feel guilty but I can't tell him now.. I can't tell him my mom was the reason. It's killing me.

"For what? why were you crying..."

I push him.

"You need to go.."

I said without looking at him.

He was froze to see me emotional.

I didn't wait him to answer and I hurriedly went inside.