All The Things I've Never Said Before - Part 8

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You ever get that feeling when you just look at him and think. Wow I am so in love with him but we are just friends. Or maybe it's when he looks at her that it hurts so much sometimes. When you're so absolutely in love with him and he loves everything about her. It's like you wasted all your 11:11 or birthday wishes on him. You've kept it in for so long that no one knows how confused you are. It's like do you tell him how much you like him? Or do you keep it in as usual? and go about you day "It's confusing or "it's complicated" is your answer every single time when someone asks what's wrong with you. And then when you look at them your eyes start to fill up with tears. Because you just love him that much, and sometimes you just wish he'd know