All The Things I've Never Said Before - Part 8

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Do you ever get that feeling when you just look at him and think wow I am so in love with him but I know that we are just friends. Or maybe it's when he looks at her when it really starts to hurt. When you admire everything about him but he loves everything about her. It feels like you wasted all your birthday wishes on him and you've kept it in for so long that no one knows how confused you really are. You're stuck between telling him how much you like him and deciding to keep it in as usual? You go about your day telling people "It's confusing" or "it's complicated" when someone asks what's wrong with you until you've finally had enough and your eyes start to fill up with tears. Because you just love him that much, and sometimes you just wish he'd know