Having you

52 (Speak)

Author pov

"Seokjin you must go back to your roo-"
"Father pleaseee! Please let peince Jungkook enter the city! It is months hr is there and now it is cold. At least let him enter Gurio!" Jin cried as was kneeling outside Suho's room. Suho who was in his room closed his eyes his hsart in a lot of pain. He wish he could tell his son what he is feeling but knew it is not the time.

"Seokjin! You are not in a good con-"
"Your higuness! Please! Please accept my-"
"SEOKJIN!" Suho's eyes got widen open and ran outside.
"Seokjin! Seokjin sweetheart!"

A month later

"Any progress?" Jisoo asked the royal doctor. He lowered his head and sighed.
"Your highness prince Seokjin has became very weak. What you except when he is not eating and resting well? His injury is completely healed and I can assure you it is not about that. Prince is under alot of emotional pressures. It is why he is not responding to us." Jisoo looked at Jin from his window. She bit her bottom lip trying her best not to cry!

It was a month Seokjin was not speaking. From the time they've came from Bakjae he refused to eat but this past month was a nightmare for Suho and Jisoo. Their son wouldn't even look at them.
"Thank you doctor Choi!" She said and the doctor bowed.
"I still will bring prince'a medicines. Eventhough he refuses to take." Jisoo swallowed. The doctor bowed and was about to go but stopped.

"Your highness!" Jisoo looked at him.
"You, prince Sehun and others tried but it didn't effect. I think King Suho is the only person who can convince prince Seokjin." Jisoo closed her eyes.
"We all know how much their bond is strong. I think our King must convince prince." Jisoo sighed but then smiled and nodded.
"Thank you Dr Choi!"

Suho pov

"Your higjness the queen is here."
"I am busy-"
"So this how you react when all the burdens are on my shoulders?" I sighed as Jisoo stormed into the room sith red eyes. I stood up and went to her.
"Sweeth-"

"Six months! It is six months my son is burning in fever. He doesn't eat! He doesn't sleep! And now it is a month he even doesn't speak. After weeks of begging in front of your room. Kneeling.....on the cold.....ground." She wiped her tears.
"And we both know when it happened. When he was begging you to forgive Jungkook when he heard he is out of Gurio's gates for 5 months." She cried harder.
"Jiso-"
"Suho it....is....enough! I cannot see my baby like this." She said with cracking voice.

"He has became sick! Jungkook has became sick as well cause the weather is becoming cold. Do you know how awkard it is that you do not let a country's crown prince in our country?" I sighed and closed my eyes. I went to her and tried to hug her but she stepped back and slapped my hand.
"Jisoo-"
"Go away!" She said and cried harder.
"Sweetheart!" She didn't say anything and stepped back.
"Do you think it is easy for me? Yeah?" She hiccuped and went back.

"They did wrong! Jin was near death! You know what happebed to me? All cause of their childish acts and being careless! I was about to lose my son. You yourself weren't in the best condition. If I son't point their wrong and come over their childish acts then when they can grow? Huh? But he doesn't see this! Doesn't want to see ans unserstand. All he thinks is Jungkook ans being with him. As id he is being tortured here."
"Isn't it a torture?" I closed my eyes.
"Jisoo sweetheart I atleast thought you know about the pain in my heart." I held her hand and caressed it.
"Jisoo! If he doesn't come over something like this how can he live as a great prince?" She looked at me with widen eyes.

"Great prince?" I chuckled.

Author pov

"He is asleep for an hour now. He has became very weak!" Yeonjun said and bit his bottom lip. Suho looked at Jin and then him.
"Can you please leave us alone?" Yeonjun bowed and left. Suho went and sat by Jin's bed. He caressed Jin's face and sighed.
"How can I let you go by knowing the fact how fragile you are?" He smiled and caressed his hair. Alot of things were in his mind! Alot of insecurities! What ifs! Worries! This and that!

"You look at me as an evil and heartless person now yeah?" He bit his bottom lip and sighed.
"Guess my only mistake is.....I am always scared and worry when it comes to you!" He swallowed trying not to cry.
"Sehun was strong! Physical and emotional." He chuckled.
"But you.....you would cry with the most little things. When you entered school and your teacher had scolded you cause you were drawing something in his class you remember that?" He shook his head.

"You entered the great palace while I was in an important meeting crying very hard!" He sighed remembering each second.
"You came and said.....father....punish the bad teacher. He....yelled me I don't like him." He smiled.
"You were red and crying hard! You said no one must speak like this with you you will afraid but Seokjin!" His tears started to fall.

"What if someone scares you when I'm not around?" He looked at Jin.
"What if.....what if someone makes you cry and I'm not there to punish them and calm you down?" He kissed Jin's hand.
"You are....always in my heart!"

Suho pov

I got shocked as heard him.
"Jin baby!" He looked at me with teary eyes.
"No matter where am I.....you are always in my heart. Even thinking about you and.....the way you care and love me.....it calms me down." I hugged him tightly and caressed his back.
"Sweetheart you are speaking?" I looked at him and wiped his tears.

"You are alright? Do you have any paine? Do you have any problems?" He looked at me with teary eyes.
"I'm sorry! Father is so sorry-"
"Father do you love me?" I narrowed my eyes.
"What do you mean? Of course I love you son! I cannot live a second without you!"
"All this....time I thought you don't love me anymore." He said and cried.
"When.....when I was out of your room.....you didn't come out to me." I swallowed and bit my bottom lip.

"Is it wrong that I love someone?" He asked and looked at me.
"Does his love makes you hate me?"
"Noway I hate you!"
"Then why didn't you come to me?" He asked crying hard now. I wiped his tears and kissed his head.
"Sorry sweetheart! Father was wrong. How can you think in that way?"

"You didn't even listen to me after we came back from Bakjae." He looked at me.
"Father it wasn't Jungkook's fault! He couldn't see anything. They are even waiting for you to trial the girl who did that to me." I sighed.
"I know you are angry at Jungkook and maybe hate him already but.....he was clueless about this." I stood up and took a deep breath. He lowered his head and hugged himself.
"First of all I don't hate him. I may be angry but hate is a very strong word." He pouted.

"And second being clueless was enough for us to lose you. It makes his sin way heavier. Being clueless about your beloved ones is a sin!" He bit his bottom lip.
"But he has already paid for his sin yeah?" I sighed.
"Please! At least listen to him." I sighed.

"I will tell them to bring you food and your medicin-"
"But-"
"You wanna approve me that ypu are a weak and fragile person who will break with a soft breeze?" He shook his head.
"So you will do whatever I say!" He nodded.

Jungkook pov

"Your highness you must have your medicine or else in this cold weather-"
"Does Seokjin still refuse to speak?" Taehyun lowered his head.
"It is all my fault! King Suho must be very angry at me."
"Your highness your father is way angrier. It is already six months that you are away from Bakjae. The govorners also are mad. They believe you as a crown prince must no-"

"I am here to see the love of my life not as Bakjae's crown prince." I looked outside the tent. Gurio's gate was near  but I couldn't enter there. I narrowed my eyes as saw a someone coming toward us.
"See they again have sent someone to tell us to lea-"
"Yeonjun!"
"What?"
"He is Yeonjun!" He was Yeonjun who was coming.

He came down of his horse. I went toward him and he bowed.
"Yeonjun!" He smiled and handed a letter.
"Your highness! King Suho has sent me to accompany you to Gurio's castel." I smiled!
"Yeah?" He bowed.
"Yes your highness!"

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