Having you

73 (For yourself)

Author pov

Beomgyu and Yeonjun were staring at eachother none of them taking his eyes. A chuckle from Beomgyu broke the silence.
"Someone in my place can never love you?" Yeonjun looked at him.
"You remember....you once told me I am young and do not know about life? I lack experience." Yeonjun was looking at him not syaing anything.

"You remember what I told you?" Beomgyu asked looking straight into his eyes.
"Do you seriously wanna lose all of other values cause of some rediculious rules?" Beomgyu said frustrated.
"Where is the value of love? Where is teh value of the life you are speaking about? What about your likes and dislikes if the rules stop you from whatever you want not just any rules but rules that some heartless men had put for their own benefit." He cried.

"So what if I love you? You know why they don't want someone in my place be with someone like you?" He looked at Yeonjun.
"Cause they do not understand love! They don't think about my life but the benefits my marriage will give them while my life will become a torture from the time THEY make decision for me and remaining of my life NOT MYSELF!"  He cried and sobbed.
"You want this happen yo me? To us?" Yeonjun looked at him.

"You want to live the remaining of your life WITH REGRET AND LOVELESS?" He screamed and began crying hard.
"I PREFERED YOU TELL ME TO HATE ME BUT NOT TO SAY TO FORGET YOU CAUSE OF A REDICULIOUS REASON!"

The room was silent except for Beomgyu's cries. Yeonjun poufed and pushed his hair back.
"It is why I say you are a child and do not know anything about how to live!" Beomgyu looked at him.

"Look at you crying over something which doesn't make sense nor is important for you." He chuckled.
"You say you would prefered I tell you I hate you? You think you can overcome that?" Beomgyu sniffled looking at him.
"Not just that....but....but the fact.....the fact I must refuse my feelings and ignore them.....telling a lie cause of the rules and the things you said." Beomgyu's eyes got round as heard that.

"You...."
"Better to go back to your palace! I will tell a soldier to accompany you!" He was about to go but Beomgyu stopped him.
"I won't step back!" Yeonjun looked at him.
"In fact will do more! Won't go from your side and will always be in front of your eyes so you can see me."
"Prince this-"
"Till you find how hard it is to forget the one you love. That you find how rediculious those unwritten rules are! Till.....you find the value of love!" He said and then left the room.

Yeonjun looked at him who was running with a smile on his face. He chuckled and shook his head.
"He is definitely a little kid!" He said and chuckled shaking his head.

Jin pov

"Your highness! Prince Beomgyu's here!"
"Beomgyu?" She nodded. I smiled.
"Tell him come in!" She bowed and after some time a smily Beomgyu came in.
"Hellooo! Your highness!" I chuckled.
"Hello! How are you Beomgyu?" He looked totally different from the time I saw him outside. Something must have happened.

"I am perfect! Have never been like this!" I chuckled.
"I am happy to hear that!" He smiled.
"But....what happened that you are this cheerful and energetic?" He giggled and bit his bottom lup.

"Ummm.....I don't need any reason to be happy! In fact I always am! Being a prince having the best parents and brother and the best brother in law." I chuckled.
"Alright! I am happy then." He smiled.
"Your highness!"
"Yes?" He bit his bottom lup.
"Can I ask you something?"
"What?"
"I need your help!"
"My help?" He nodded with pouted lips.

"What can I do?" He lowered his head botting his bottom lip. He then tilted his head with pouted lips.
"Can you teach me how to be nice?"
"To be nice?" He nodded.
"Yeah nice! You know the eay you are. Everyone adores you and loves you cause your manner. You know you do everything in the best way while I lack in most of the things except for fighting. I really wanna do better but sometimes think I can't and to be honest I am doing my best." I chuckled. He looks so adorable! The very first time I saw him with his brother I found it.

"You wanna be like me?" He nodded.
"If I were like you I would he lovable. Not I am not lovable as my family love me so much but I want everyone adores me." I chuckled and shook my head. I cam guess why he is saying this and the reason begins what he wants.
"So you think if you hecome like me others will love you!" He nodded.

"I don't think so!" He pouted.
"Why? Everyone loves you and respects you. My mother always say you are the best one as a role model." I smiled amd held his hans.
"Beomgyu!" He looked at me.
"People love you the way you are!" I said and smiled.
"Whoever knows you adores and loves you cause of who you are. Others must love Beomgyu! No matter how he is what he lacks and what he knows. Also whoever loves you it is cause of your personality and cause you are Beomgyu! Remember you are Beomgyu not Seokjin! Whoever loves you is cause of yourself!" He bit his bottom lip and lowered his head.

A giggle caught my attention! I could see his face all red and he was smiling.
"Love me for myself?" He giggled again.
"Beomgyu?" He looked at me.
"You alright?"
"Yeah yeah! Sorry your highness I hace to go. Ummm....I....I am alittle busy! I will come and see you again!" He bowed and then ran outside quickly.

I chuckled and shook my head.
"What happened?"
"Your highness crown prince enters!" I stood up and smiled.
"Was Beomgyu here?"
"You saw him?" He looked at me and nodded.
"He bowed and ran quickly! Ahhhh something has sure happened." I smiled anf hugged him.
"Let him be! I am sure he will say if he needs our help." He caressed my face and pecked my lips.

"He is a toruble maker and stubborn. I hope he doesn't cause us problem."
"Don't speak like that about him! He is so lovable and cute." He chuckled.
"Of course he is and I love him so much but I am worry for his future. You know what I mean?" I smiled and put my head on his chest.

"You must not! Look at us! The spot we are in. I am sure a day he will find true love as well and will have a beautiful and loving family." He smiled and nodded.
"So did the minister applied their names?"
"Yes! They will bring their ideas for the farms." I nodded.

"But why they must have an idea? I mean they will plant something and that's all!" I shook my head.
"This is not all!"
"Huh?" I smiled.
"When we know their plan, we find who wants to do something and if it is needed or no. We can tell them to plant what we need more. In that case we will have more profits and use them in the best way." He smiled as was looking at me.
"What?"
"I really love you!"
"Ah prince Jungkook!"

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