Having you

54 (Diary)

Author pov

Jin was straing at Jungkook who was standing in front of him not believing his eyes. Jungkook smiled looking at him.
"Seokjin!" His eyes got teary as heard him and his lips started trembling. He shook head and bit his bottom lip.
"Tell....tell....me I'm not dreaming!" He whispered and hiccuped as his tears started streaming down his cheeks.

"Seokjin sweetheart!" Jungkook went near. He cried loudly.
"Tell me this is real!" He said out loud and his crying got harder. Jungkook quickly hugged him and caressed his hair.
"I'm here! I'm here for real and this is not a dream!" Jin didn't say anything but just cried in Jungkook's hold. Jungkook's grip got tighter on him and kissed his head his tears also falling. He didn't expect this from Seokjin! Seeing him this devasted. He could see how thinner he has gotten and how pale he looked.

"I'm sorry! It is all cause of me." Jin didn't say anything but put his head on his shoulder and hugged him as well. He didn't know till when they could stay together but he wanted to be in Jungkook's hold as much as he could.
"I missed you! Don't ever be this far from me." He managed saying between his sobs.
"I won't! I never will!"

Present time

"When I turned and saw you it was like the doors of heaven were opening. In that time I didn't have any other wishes and even death would come I wouldn't have any regrets cause I had you there and had seen you!" Jin tilted his head.

"This is so sad! By the way of the writing it shows it was not like they couldn't see eachother but they weren't allowed." Jungkook who was deep thinking nodded.
"Yes but who or what was banning them? I mean we know they used to meet secretly in Han jungle so....." He sighed and tilted his head. Jin clapped his hand.

"I know I know!" He said excited.
"I am sure it is connected to the ceremony in Bakjae."
"The ceremony?" Jin nodded.
"All of these things has happened after that ceremony. Even prince Seokjin got sick after that so something has came up there that has angered Gurio. Or maybe....maybe....."
"King Suho!" Jungkook said.
"Exactly! King Suho loved his second son so much. I am sure something had happened between the king and prince Jungkook."
"That's right but....but!"
"But what?" Jungkook looked at Jin.
"What had happened?" Jin pouted and put his chin on his palm.

"You sure we checked all of the books according to Bakjae's ceremonies?" Jungkook pouted as well and nodded.
"Yeah! If something has happened they must have wri-" He stopped.
"Jungkook!" Jin said and looked at him who had narrowed eyes.
"Jungkook you ok? What-"
"The books in the third row!"
"Huh?" He stood up.
"Bakjae's royal library! I didn't check the books in the third row. I found a letter and my focus went toward it. I am sure we can find something there." He said and grabbed Jin's hand.

"Ahhh wait wait! Let me take my belongings."

Jin pov

I couldn't believe what was written.
"Someone wanted to kill prince Seokjin! How come I haven't read this anywhere before? How come this important matter wasn't written in their diaries."
"It was a bitter memory and they didn't like to write it. Will you write about the incident happened between us when I fell on you?" I cleared my throat and took the book from him.

"This is nothing near to this!" He chuckled and didn't say anything.
"How did it happen though? I mean in these kind of ceremonies they used alot of sol-"
"Seokjin! Not every detail is written. We must find what happened after that and how did the king gave his blessing to them."
"This one is obvious prince Seomjin has got sick cause of being away from prince Jungkook and king didn't have any other way but to give his blessing." I looked at him who was looking at me weird.