Imagine...
I swing my baseball bat over my shoulder as I pick up pace. Current Mode: Serial killer. I don't know how but some trick got my number and sent me a pick of her and Roc kissing. A brisk wind blows and chills my face. I then flip up my hood and pick up my pace. These sweat pants aren't helping in this cold, So I start to jog. I reach his house and i'm finally warm. His parents aren't home! Perfect so I can get my message through his head rather clearly!.
I'm not in the polite state of mind so I don't knock instead, I fling the door open!
"ROC!!" I call out. I look up the staircase his room light is on. I skip steps on my way up and turn the bat upside down so that the handle is outward.
"Yes Bae?!" He calls back a bit shaky. I turn sharply in his room to see him on the computer. I reach angrily into my pocket for my phone.
"Don't you call me bae!" I scream through clenched teeth and my vision became blurry and moist.
"What's wrong why do you look like that?" He glances at my hands "And why do you have a bat!?"
"Who is she!?" I shove the phone in his face. His eyes widen and flicker from me to the phone. He finally sighs.
"So you weren't going to fucking tell me?!" I jab the end of the bat in his chest until he falls into the chair. I then wonder how long he knew her, how long this has been going on, or if he even had sex with her.
" It's not that I wasn't-" I cut him off
"Did you screw her!?" I tear finally slipping through my lids and stream down my face. He rubs the back of his neck
"Did you or did you not Roc!?" Tears now pouring through my eyes. His gaze finally returned to me. His eyes said "I did, but.."
"I'll take that as a yes." I simply released my grip on the bat. I left his property-
" Y/N please just listen to me, I can explain!" He said the whole way to my front door.
"That's what they all say." I say ready to close my door but he puts his foot in the way
"But i'm not all Y/N" He placed his hands on the door frame
"Well you're acting like them." That one hit home. He placed his hands slumped to his side. He turned on his heel without a second glance
- and I guess I left him
3 miserable months later...
I was eating a cup noodle when the door bell rang.
"Who is it!?!" I called. No answer...
"I don't get an answer you don't get an answer it's 50 / 50! " I yelled.
"Y/N just open the door! Please" You thought you were going crazy. Why would Roc want to show up at your door now. You decided to just check. You open the door and there he stood. His eyes were puffy and his nose looked red. He was wearing a hoodie and sweats.
"Can you please just give me 10 minutes to explain?" I felt horrible just looking at him! So...I let him in. I sat and just stared at him he did the same to me. As if when I blinked he was so close I could smell his body wash.
"I missed you spiritually, mentally, and physically" He cupped your face in his hands.
" I love you Y/N " He Kissed you with those soft, warm, luscious, velvety lips you always missed. I push him back softly
" I love you too " You say back. He lays his head in your lap and begins to silently cry. You start to play with his curls and tear up.
"I was just being a guy a stupid one at that. I'm supposed to be your man. She came on to me and I didn't stop her. I got caught up but I can tell you one - " He slowly slid my hand off his baby curls and turned to me. "Pause. You already know what that does to me i'm in my normal state of mind, and with you tugging on my curls like that i'm rapidly going into my zilla state." I smirked at his statement. he turned back around.
"Anyways one! She's not as good as you, and she's not like you one bit. I don't know what was going through my head but nobody. and I mean nobody can compare to you. He sat back up and looked me in the eye.
"Do you forgive me Y/N?" He put my hands in his and rubbed them with his thumbs. I slid my hands back out and placed them around his face. I slowly leaned forward.
"Yes." I whispered. He searched my eyes a few seconds more then kissed me.
